This is wrong isn't it?
That ran through Heeseungs head every day.
He knew that the two youngest members were together. He knew that they used each other for their own personal needs. He knew that they loved each other.
So why does he wake up in the middle of the night, every day, going to the bathroom due to thoughts of the couple?
This is wrong isn't it?
This just has to be wrong in every way possible.
Heeseung feels a pit of guilt in his stomach every time he finishes and trails back to his room.
He sits in his bed, thinking for an hour.
This is wrong. Just talk to them about it.
But he can't just do that, can he? What if it ruins the friendship they all have? What if it ruins their careers as idols?
But he just can't help to think that this is wrong.
Every morning when he sees the couple laying together. Every morning when he sees the couple being sweet to each other.
Every day when he sees Jungwon and Niki together, he just can't seem to face them without feeling guilty.
Poor Lee has erotic fantasies about the two who are already in a relationship together and can't seem to make them stop.
So this has to be wrong, right? No sane person imagines being part of a relationship when the two are already dating, right?
They see each other every day. In the morning, during practice, during breaks, during lunches and dinners.
Hell they all live together and Heeseung has to deal with the fact that he secretly goes to the bathroom every night due to the young couple.
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"Heeseung hyung! Can you come with us?"
Heeseung stared at the two, eyebrows furrowed, "go where? It's almost 10 pm at night."
The guilt just sits in his stomach. There's nothing wrong with this conversation.
He just can't help to feel guilty.
"We were gonna go to the store! Come on just go with us!"
Jungwon eyed the elder, watching him listen to Niki. Heeseung sighed, "fine. Do you need me to pay?"
An excited squeal was heard from the youngest. "No! But now that you offer, can you?" Jungwon hummed, still staring at Heeseung.
Heeseung wasn't stupid. He knows that he's being watched right now.
"Sure I'll pay. I'll meet you two at the car, tell our manager."
The couple walked out the door, waiting for Heeseung patiently.
"Hyung, what if he doesn't want to?" Jungwon rolled his eyes, "he definitely wants to."
Niki hummed, "but what if he's grossed out? What if hyung isn't gay? What if he laughs at us and makes fun of u-" Jungwon cut the younger off with a groan.
"Niki, baby, calm down. We can discuss this later. We'll never know if we don't try and ask."
Niki breathed and nodded, "you're right. I'm just overthinking."
Heeseung got into the car and sat next to Niki, "overthinking what?" Niki looked at Jungwon for help and opened his mouth to speak.
Jungwon huffed, "he was just thinking about his dance skills." Heeseung frowned, "but he's our main dancer?" Niki blushed, "I-I just thought I could do better-" "nonsense."
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FanfictionThis book isn't for minors. The book contains sex And a lot of cursing. The book contains "boy to boy." If you're homophobic, get out of the book. DO NOT REPORT the book unless you want to be in jail for the rest of your life. Language: English, Fil...