🖤Chapter 18🖤

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I turn around and my eyes lay upon the person I've been avoiding. Finn Jackson.

"S-stay away from me." I stutter my words while taking slow steps back.

"Just let me explain." He begs inching closer to me and reaching an arm out.

I swat his arm away and run to find Cole who was luckily still at Donkey Kong.

"Is everything okay?" He asks as I jump into his arms shaking with fear while tears streamed down my face. Cole didn't need an answer as he looked up at saw what I feared most.

"Finn, you shouldn't be here." He demands with a serious and angry tone while his grip tightens on me.

"Please just let me talk to her."

"She clearly doesn't want you here, now leave!" Cole shouts, Finn roll his eyes and walk out the door. I proceed to keep my head buried into Cole's neck. "He's gone now."

I lift my head up and look into Cole's eyes, barely able to see due to the overflooding tears. Cole still holds one arm around my waist but uses his free hands to wipe my tears.

"Thank you." I whimper while resting my head on his chest.

"Did you want to head back home?"

"No, I'm not going to let him ruin our day." I say and we walk off to the bowling alley.

After playing two games at which I lost both we sat at the café table waiting for our shared bowl of chips to be cooked.

"How are you feeling?" Cole checks in which makes my heart go soft.

"I'm all good now, just trying not to let him in my thoughts."

Just before Cole was to speak, the waitress handed us our food and we dig in almost too quickly that we end up fighting over the last chip which I eventually won.

Cole and I headed back home shortly after and he did his usual and crashed onto the couch, turning the TV on while I go to my room and get changed into comfy clothes. I tied my hair into a messy bun and threw on a band t-shirt along with Cole's old grey sweatpants that he gave to me that were way too tight on him. Walking back out into the living room, Cole has his legs rested on the coffee table while a bowl of buttery popcorn rests in his lap.

"Save some for me." I demand and jump over the sofa to sit beside him reaching into the bowl and scooping out a large handful causing some to fall into the cracks on the couch.

"Hey! Pick up your mess." He shouts shrugging to bowl to the other side of him where I am unable to reach.

I scoff and finish my mouthful before picking up the popcorn and placing it on the table. "Get your nasty feet off the coffee table."

Cole rolls his eyes and selects a movie for us to watch. We always argue about what to watch so we always took turns and this was his turn which he put on a documentary about a gym transformation, how lame.

"This sucks." I grunt as the documentary barely even started.

"It doesn't suck, its actually very interesting if you watch it." He defends but I cannot be bothered to sit next to my gym freak of a roommate and watch same lame ass documentary so I head back to room and call Harley.

"Hey princess, I was hoping you would call." He voice speaks through the speaker and I melt at his use of the pet name.

"How was work?" I question.

"It was good, very boring without you. I was hoping we could finish where we left off before Felix interrupted."

"Well we aren't near each other so how is that possible?" I ask as I tuck my feet under the covers of my duvet.

"Haven't you heard of phone sex?" He asks sarcastically.

"Of course I have but I don't really get the hype of it. Plus, Cole is right outside my door."

"Are you able to come over then?" Harley sounds desperate and I can slightly hear his breathing getting heavier. Is he touching himself?

"Sure, let me see if Cole can drive me."

The breathing becomes heavier on the other side of the line and I begin to hear soft moans.

"Harley? What are you doing?" I finally ask.

"What do you think I'm doing?"

"Are you... touching yourself."

"Mhm." He hums and I can feel the wetness between my legs grow. Now I get the hype of it.

"I'll be over as soon as I can." I say and end the call.

I grab ten dollars from my purse and walk out to Cole who was still watching that crap movie.

"Could you be a doll and drive me to Harley's?" I ask while reaching my hand with the money hoping he will take it and drop me over.

"Make it twenty."

"fifteen."

"Fine, when did you want to go?" He pauses the documentary and shifts his whole body towards me.

"In about 10 or 20 minutes if that's okay with you."

"I can't believe you're actually falling for him. Next thing you know, you will be in his bed all the time." He says, rolling his eyes.

"Excuse me? I've only done it with him twice." I blurt out not realising I haven't told Cole this information. We have always promised to tell everything to each other no matter how gross, weird or confronting it is.

"Wait, What? When was this? Why haven't you told me?" Cole stands up and folds his arms across his chest, his expression mad.

"I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you."

"You lost your half virginity to him?" Cole shouts. Half virginity, never thought of it like that.

"So what if I did?" I defend and make my way to my room closing my door and locking it behind me as if I was a child getting in trouble. I hear Cole's footsteps behind me but he is unable to open the door.

"I just wish you told me." His voice sounded sad. Was he really this upset that I didn't tell him? I mean it would make sense as when he lost his, I was the first person he came running to and he would always tell me everything that happened in his relationships.

His footsteps disappear and I hear the TV play again. I change out of my clothes and jump in the shower giving myself a quick wash before brushing my hair and fixing any dried up makeup. I put on my favourite black laced bra that does excellent wonders for my boobs and then put on matching underwear that has a cute little bow on it that I'm sure Harley will love. I throw over a tight fitting navy blue tank top and some black bike pants - not the most ideal look, but does my figure very well.

I head back out into the living room after texting Harley and Cole is luckily still on the couch eating that same batch of popcorn which by now would be stale.

"I'm ready." I say and he turns his head to look at me taking in my form.

His eyes scan up and down my body. "You better not be going out anywhere."

"We aren't, I'm just going to Harleys for the night and I should be back by later or in the morning in time for work."

Cole stands up and grabs his keys. "Okay, good, use protection." I roll my eyes at him and his eyes continue to scan my body making me realise how revealing my outfit actually is if Cole is staring at me that much. He does have that over protective vibe whenever I wear something short or slightly revealing which I love about him as he usually gives me a blanket or a jacket to prevent any unwanted attention.

We both jump in the car and begin the painfully awkward journey to Harleys house.

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