🖤Chapter 28🖤

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Our kiss deepens and we find ourselves walking slowly back to his bed. Felix gently sits me down while still making sure our lips were connected before he sits beside me. I start moving my hands to roam his body starting at his neck and guiding my hands down his toned torso stopping at the hem of his shirt. Felix' hands move from my waist to my hands to push them away from his body. I open my eyes and break away from the kiss to look at him.

"I think we should stop here or it can get too outta hand." Felix begins and holds my hands in his while gently rubbing his thumbs over the back of my hands.

"You're probably right, but I don't think I can." I say truthfully. There is something about him and the way he has been treating me that I'm so attracted to.

"If we continue, there's no turning back." Felix adds and I nod at him.

We sit in silence, facing each other, both looking at our hands intertwining with one another. I keep thinking about how much Harley would hate this and how much Cole would love this. Not just because I'm with a better person but because there will most likely be drama, and Cole loves drama. Not to mention, he will tell his entire group about me and Felix and then Harley will know.

I was about to lean in again to kiss Felix to make the mistake we both knew we shouldn't be making but we are interrupted by Chris talking to someone outside Felix' room.

"Syd! It's great to see you." He says loudly which causes Felix to get excited and get up to open the door to greet his friend.

"Hey Syd." Felix says while reaching in to hug Syd.

I stand up and follow behind Felix. "Nice to see you again." I say while stretching my arms out for hug.

Syd looks amazing, he had clearly just been working out as he is visibly sweaty, messy hair but his braces shine brighter than ever. It's a great look on him.

"I was just with Jesse and Harley... he told me what happened." Syd says looking directly at me. I can already see Chris' eyes widening in the corner of my eye.

"What happened between you and Harley?" Chris interrupts.

"We broke up." I say and then turn my attention back to Syd, "What did Harley say?" I ask.

"He's sorry. He wouldn't tell us much but he's a mess so the rest of the boys are with him."

He's a mess? He is not getting out of this easy.

"I think I should head home, Cole is probably wondering where I am." I say while walking towards the door after grabbing my stuff. Felix tells them he is taking me home and we both get in the car and begin the drive.

"I'm sorry if I have made it weird between us now." Felix speaks out of nowhere.

"It's okay, I enjoyed our time together today." I smile and at him even though his full attention is on the road.

He pulls up to my apartment and I check to see if Cole's car is out front, which it is. I walk inside and notice Cole is fast asleep on the couch, wearing nothing but his underwear. Our apartment smells funny and that's when I see bright pink underwear hanging over the arm rest of the couch. I put two and two together.

"Cole? Was it Felicity?" I yell as I shake him awake, clearly excited.

He opens his eyes and sits up, realising I'm standing over him.

"Yeah, she just left." He says through a yawn while standing up to walk to his room. He abs and toned muscles fully exposed to me once again. I'm honestly surprised I don't break into mini fragments when he hugs me because of how strong he is.

I jump up and down as I follow him into his room where the strong smell of sex hits me right in the face. "Wow, you need to open a window." I joke and he laughs while pulling a shirt over his head and some pants. "By the way, she left a little souvenir on the couch for you." I say, pointing to the hot pink underwear.

Cole doesn't even look, he yawns again and honestly looks sad.

"Is everything okay?" I ask as he takes a seat on his bed, I continue to stand.

Cole sighs and looks my way, "I don't think she's interested." He speaks.

"What do you mean?"

"I think she just used me for sex. I lied to you about going to the gym, I actually went on a date with her and it went great but as soon as we got home, she jumped on me. I enjoyed it but then I realised she didn't actually want me at all because she got up and left right after." Cole says through a sigh.

"I'm so sorry. Are you sure she used you? She could've just been in a rush to get home." I say in an attempt to lighten the mood.

"No, she didn't do anything to please me, she just cared about herself and as soon as she finished that's when she left."

"That's so messed up!" I yell. "Are you okay though... you know?"

"No, I can't seem to finish because I'm so frustrated... Sorry, It's really weird talking to you about this." Cole says and stands up walking back and forth in his room.

That's when I remember a few years ago. A similar thing happened to both of us where we got stood up or our dates only cared about themselves. That lead to the idea of Cole and I helping each other out but never dared to talk about it ever.

"Cole?" I begin and he looks at me as if he knows what I'm about to imply. "I can help you out again if you really need it." there it is, I said it.

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