🔞I May be Falling in Love // Hwang Hyunjin🔞

🖤Chapter 51🖤

I was with my dad the whole weekend. He took me on a tour around the community, to an old diner in the middle of the action, and to the same lake Felix had shown me to. I've never been happier to see my father again. Initially, my nervousness overcame any positive thoughts that might arise, but seeing a sincere and genuine grin on my father's face caused the broken pieces of my heart to mend.

Felix didn't talk to me at all during the weekend because he wanted me to spend time with my father, which I really appreciated, but I really wanted to see him, kiss him, and touch him.

As we return to the cabin, I snap out of my reverie and realise I'm in my father's car, driving back to the cabin.

"I think you should head back to Mountain Waters, I know how much you miss everyone; especially Cole." Dad exclaims suddenly, which makes me sit up straight in my seat.

I turn my head to look at him, my face displaying perplexity. "What? Felix will be staying here until next year, therefore I want to be here with you."

"Felix and I were actually speaking on the phone last night. Your mother wants to come and I really don't want the two of you to see each other, so I urged him to take you back."

I look down, completely shocked. I'm not sure what to do or say.

"I will come visit you after Christmas, I promise. I would love to meet all your friends." He says, breaking the silence.

I look up, with slightly teary eyes as I recall the horrible memories I have with my mother. I shouldn't even be calling her that. At the same time, I don't want to go back and risk seeing Harley. I just started getting his image out of my head and now it's going to return and eat me alive while I'm back in Mountain Waters.

I nod at my father and as we pull up to the cabin, I notice Felix's car outside too. We walk inside and I spot Felix sitting on one of the arm chairs. A beaming smile spreads across his lips as he notices me. I immediately rush into his arms and he embraces me into the hug I desperately needed.

"It's been two days." My dad laughs and rolls his eyes while walking past us to the kitchen, turning on the kettle.

"Did your dad tell you what's happening?" Felix questions, trying to hide his slightly scared expression.

I smile, "Yes, he did, and I will go back with you to Mountain Waters, but I'm scared."

"I understand, but you live with Cole and I'm pretty sure he won't allow anyone but me and Kiki over." Felix looks at me, gently brushing loose tresses of my hair behind my ears.

My dad walks over to us, "Go pack your stuff, you will leave tomorrow morning."

"Already? I barely got to spend any time with you." I let go of Felix and turn to my dad.

"Your mother wants to visit tomorrow, and I told you I would visit you. Once I work out how these stupid phones work then I will be able to video chat or face time, what ever it's called." He responds, rolling his eyes while pointing to his brick of a phone.

I chuckle and stretch my arms to hug my dad, letting a few tears roll down my cheeks as Felix heads off into my bedroom to begin packing my stuff. "W-why are you letting her back in y-your life?" I question in between sobs.

"I'm not, we have a few things we need to discuss and she wanted to see you but I'm not letting her hurt you even more." My father responds, caressing my hair as I continue to whimper.

I try not to think about how much she hurt me, the horrible names that spilt from her mouth, the way she would constantly tell me she wished I was never born and even the few times she told Cole how much better he was than me.

I brush off my thoughts and walk away, heading to my room where Felix has my suitcases and is neatly packing everything in there. I sit beside him and kiss him on the cheek before taking over and folding the clothes while he heads over to my wardrobe to grab more clothes.

"Woah, what is this Audrey?" He questions with a sarcastic tone.

I turn around and see the giant smirk on his face as he holds up one white lace lingerie set. My cheeks grow intensely hot as I rush up from the floor and grab the garments off of Felix, throwing them in the bag.

"They still have the tag on them." He points out and I try my hardest to just ignore him and continue packing. I hear his footsteps grow near as he sits down beside me, legs crossed and fidgeting with the rings on his fingers. "That reminds me. I want you ask you what happens to us since we are going back tomorrow."

I face him and take his hands in mine, sending a reassuring smile before replying, "Can we keep this a secret? Cole won't tell anyone and I haven't even told Kiki."

Felix nods his head before adding, "Of course, Chris knows what has been happening, but I can trust him to not tell anyone."

"Thank you, and I don't want to call us official yet either, I'm still trying to decide what is best for me."

"That is completely okay, I will wait for you." Felix beams and gently pecks my lips, leaving me blushing. I kiss him back, pulling him back in for more as I miss the feeling of having him close. Before I can deepen the kiss, Felix pulls away from me and continues to put the rest of my things in the bag. "That stuff is going to have to wait until we get back home, you're dad is right outside may I remind you."

I laugh realising Felix is completely right which causes my cheeks to get flushed out of embarrassment.