duration of love

oh shit.

i woke up a few moments later still laying on the ground as i see joshua next to me on the floor helping me sit up. " shit y/n u ok?" he said looking worried " yea im  ok just a little hurt on my head" i say holding my head as i see another person infornt of me , i saw there shoes, very nice shoes but i knew that was the person i collpased to. i was to scared to look up because if it was a cute guy this would be horrible. " u ok?" he says. HOLY SHIT i know that voice is that "wanna?" i say looking up at him. 

" shit y/n, what the hell since when were u back?" he asked as he kneeled down to help me up i looked at him not wanting to answer, i didnt think i would see him this soon i wasnt even prepared to see him when i went to there house. if i went by there. "y/n u ok" wanna asks as i get out of my thoughts " uh yea im fine." god what do i say, should i hug him? NO DONT DO THAT, shit im not prepared. as i was lost in my thought a lil boy comes running to wanna "y/n?!" holy shit its daelo " oh hey daelo" i say as he hugs me. shit if him and wanna are here that means that jaden is too i cant let him see me. " hey y/n?" i turn back to josh who knows i want to leave badly " yea?" i say " my mom wants us home" he says hes lieing but good because i could not stand there another second. " oh ok yea" i start to turn around before wanna grabs my hand to face him " wait y/n how long have u been back, where are u staying, why havent u answered my texts or calls, are u ok, why did u leave?" i knew wanna had a lot of questions and was worried but i couldnt stand another chances there incase jaden came. 

" im staying at joshuas house and yes im ok, but i do have to go we can talk abt this more later ok, heres my number" i give him my contact as im abt to turn back and leave. " oh and please please dont tell jaden abt this ok please." i beg to wanna " yea sure i wont say anything" he says as i go running back to joshua who was aiting fo rme at the car. " holy shit" i say as i get back in the car, " that was the most intense shit ive very been in" josh says as he starts driving " yea ik" i say looking at him " can we get food?" i ask " yea sure ". josh pulls up to a mcdonalds  and we ordered what we needed.

-WANNA'S POV-

i was shopping with daelo, jaden, jayla and kylee. we decided to go to target since we had nothing else to do. i split up with them as daelo was bothering jaden abt sum lego set. i was walking around looking at my phone talking to coco. when then some girl came crashing into me. we bumped our heads and i fell to the ground so did she. i got up from the ground grabbing my phone from the gorund and going to the girl, who has a guy helping her get up. isnt that joshua? i start making my way as i ask the girl if shes ok?

she looks up at me as if she saw a ghost " wanna?" she ask OMFG IT Y/N. i help her up and start asking when she got back. then daelo came behind me and saw her. shit, if daelo seperated from jaden then he would come, that wont be good. jaden was off for the first 5 months sicne y/n had left. he wouldnt stop talking abt her and texted her non stop. until he just gave up and became mad at her. ever since those 5 months he hasnt even mentioned her. 

joshua tells her that they have to go and i hold y/n back asking her alot of questions before she gives me her number and begs me to not tell jaden abt any of this. which i agree to, she then leaves like she didnt exist. i cant belive that even happen. i keep thinking abt it until i hear jaden behind me. " hey where were u guys i've been looking for u guys." " we just ran into y/-" i cover daelos mouth before he can say anything else. " we ran into natalie" i say " my lab partner?" he ask " yup her?" i say back still covering daelos mouth as hes shaking his head. "ummm ok? come on jayla wants to go to mcdonalds, kylee's hungry." he says complaining " ight lets go" i say letting go of daelo and bringing him to the side " u cant say anything abt what happend to anyone ok, not even jaden" i say handing him 40 bucks. " fair" he says taking the money and running up to jaden. " jesus what could happen next" i thought.

- BACK TO Y/N-  

me and josh arrived to mcdonalds and were waiting for our food. we kept laughing and looking at videos. we were just having a really great time. once the table thingy vibrated josh went to get the food . i was sitting still laughing as i was watching a video on tik tok. i kept scrolling until i looked at the door. ARE U FUCKING SHITTING ME. OFC OFC THEY HAVE TO BE HERE. the Waltons had came in. jaden first then everybody else. could this day get any worse. i was watching slowly as i made eye contact with wanna. he looked at me blankly and quickly rushed everybody to a table far from ours so i wouldnt get caught.  as soon as josh came with th food i grabbed the food and said code red 12 a'clock. he looks at the table and we quickly run out of there with our hoodies on. 

we rushed to the car as quickly as we can and started driving real fast. we arrived to his house and took all the things out of the trunk. and bring them in the house. i start putting things away when arianna comes up to me. " hey y/n, can u please come and read me a story" arianna say as she holds up her book. " sure ari" i sya putting my phone down on the counter " u good if i leave u with all this" i ask joshua " yea sure its fine go" he says smiling 

-JOSHUAS POV- 

today was hectic, alot happened today. i mean y/n seeing the waltons twice today and us running form them. in reality i didnt want y/n to re-connect with them again. after y/n left and me finding out javon, jaden and i all got into a big fight basically blaming eachother for the leave of y/n. i kept blaming them becuase they brought so much drama into her life and made her feel bad abt herself. i hated them for all they did to her. after that big fight, we have been avoiding eachother and not talking at all. i didnt even mention anything abt y/n when we started talking agian and i didnt bother telling her abt what happend between all of us, i figured if i told her she would get mad at me and if she reconnected with them she would fall inlove with jaden or javon and forget me. after all i am just he last option. im never gonna be good enough for her. even if i confess my feelings. 

her phone rings. i look at it, its wanna ofc. i decline the call. this is where everything is gonna end.