duration of love

love story

YN

i headed to alexs baseball game

when i got there i went up to wanna and jayla

"hey"

"hey" they said

i sat next to jayla
"Hey are u and Jaden like friends now?"
I froze
I turned to wanna as he smirked at me
He probably told her
Snitch

"Nope..still the same" I said as I looked at wanna with a glare

"Ok I trust u" jayla says smiling at me and turns back around to watch the game

I go on my phone and text wanna
- what did u say
~nothing
- promise
~I swear

I look at him while he Js gives me a nod

I turned my attention to the game as I see Alex making his way to base as he winked at me

"Next batting up to Alex Alvarez" the announcer said

"Whooo let's go Alex" I said as loud as I could cheering for him.
He smiles at me and before he swings he writes my initial on the dirt with his bat

Cute.

I looked at him as the pitcher threw the ball and Alex took a big hit...

"STRIKE 1"
"It's alr Alex u got this" I said
"Come on Alex!"

Pitcher throws the ball again
Alex goes for it

"STRIKE 2"
"Come on Alex!"

He steps aside and takes a deep breath
He looks at me disappointed

"You got this Alex" I said blowing a kiss to him
He smiled

He stepped back on the base
Pitcher throws it
Alex goes for it

HE HITS

Everybody starts cheering
I'm jumping up and down

"1st BASE"
"2nd BASE"
"3rd BASE"

"SAFE"
I jump up and down applauding for him as he looks at me with the biggest smile on his face blowing me a kiss

I sit back down

"Next batting up Jaden Walton"
Everybody cheers
Ofc they do

His family starts cheering
Me in the middle js slightly clapping
Idk how I am with Jaden
Or ATLEAST what I feel towards Jaden

He gets to base and looks at us
Specifically me
He gives me a small smile
I mouth "you got it" and smile back

He gets ready
Pitcher throws the ball
Jaden swings

"STRIKE 1"
"That's ok" jayla says
"It's fine Jaden" wanna says
"Shake it off bud" his mom and dad say

"Come on j" I whispered

He gets ready
Pitcher throws the ball
He swings

"HOMERUN"
He goes speeding through the bases
Everybody stands up and starts cheering
I got up to and started cheering

Jayla looks at me smirking
So does wanna

"What... caught me off guard" I say quietly as I sit down

As Jaden makes his way back to his team he looks over
He smiles at me
I smile at him giving him a thumbs up

-JADEN-
As I'm getting ready for the game with the team Alex walks in all blushy

The team starts cheering when he come in
Everybody js saying
"Ooooo"
"He's in love"
"SIMP"

I ask my friend Adrian what's going on
"Before he entered everybody saw him with this girl and before she let him go change she kissed him."
He says to me as he looked at me

"Lucky guy"

"How did this girl look like" wondering who he was talking abt
"She had a big loose tshirt on with the nike hoodie and black shorts, her hair was (your color) and it was (your type of hair)"

Y/n.

"Oh Ight"
I finish putting on my gear and everything and we all start to leave
I see Alex putting his stuff in his back pack

I walk towards him.
"Stay the fuck away from her" I say punching him against the locker

"Idk she kinda alr left a mark for eveyone to know" he says as he pointed to the kiss mark y/n left him with her stupid lipgloss
Wtv.
I push him one more time before leaving fr.

The game goes on and as Alex gets on the base I see y/n cheering for him like his #1 supporter.
Ok so maybe a lil jealousy crossed my face but not much 
Once it was my turn I went up and looked at my family
More importantly y/n

I saw her and gave her a smile
She smiled back

Before I knew I hit a home run
I ran through that shit
While I ran I looked at y/n
She was so happy and was cheering like her life depended on it
I smiled and ran faster before I knew it I went back to the team and smirked at Alex
Boy was he jealoussss

After the game my mom and dad wanted to celebrate our win so they took us out for dinner
I got I to my car and I had to drive y/n with me along with daelo
We got in the car and I started playing music

"Can u put something better on" dae asked
"Sure here" I said passing him my phone
"Your quiet" I said to y/n
"Not much to talk abt" she said shrugging her shoulders going back on her phone

I tried taking a glance at her phone but she covered it
So I did what anybody else would've done

I took that shit
"Hey j give it back" she said screaming at me
"Nope" I say lookign at it
"Eyes on the road jaden!"
"Sorry dae" I Said while putting her phone in my pocket
"Seriously j" she said looking mad
"Oh come on there's plenty to talk abt"
"Like what" she said scoffing at me
"Like last night" I said smirking at her
"Last night was a mistake"
"DIDNT seem like it" I told her while she crossed her arms
"That kiss MENT nothing"
"You mean KISSES, there was more than one" I said smirking at her
She js looked out the window

We arrived at the restraunt  and I parked the car
I got out and went to open the door for y/n and daelo
"I can do it myself" she said
"Wtv"

We saw everybody else and went to sit down
I sat next to Jayla and wanna
While y/n sat down next to alex and daelo
We all started eating

"So y/n.. are u like single" Ethan asked
"Bro" I said
"Um ye" she answered
I looked at her and she js looked at her plate
"Anyways how was the ride here" Alex asked
"It was fine" I said to Alex
"I was asking y/n"
"We'll I answered"
"Alex it was fine honestly" she said getting in the middle

" Jaden and y/n kissed!" Daelo said out of the blue
"WHAT?!?" Jayla said
I looked at y/n as she looked at me
"Shit"
" YOU GUYS KISSED" Jayla said
"It's not that big of a deal" wanna said
"YOU KNEW"  jaylas replied
" it's not that big of a deal it was a mistake and it will never happen again!" Y/n said as she stormed out the table
"Y/n!" I said getting up from my chair
"No u stay!" Alex yelled at me
"Don't tell me what to do dickhead"

I got up and ran to her
Then I saw her in the corner of the restraunt js looking at the sunset
Her favorite thing in the whole wide world

"U ok?"
"Leave me alone j"
"I'm sorry ok I didn't think dae would say that"
"It's not his fault, it was stupid"
I sat next to her
"You know it was bound to come out one day"
"Im js tired of all this drama"
"Yea I get it"
"Can u js take me Home"
"Yea I got u"

We got in the car
She lowered the window
Her BEAUTIFUL brown hair getting pushed by the wind
Her amazing eyes looking into the sunset

It's upsetting that I couldn't love her
I can't.