duration of love

2 in between 1

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i was so excited that i got accepted into this program and i got accepted to be on the softball team

We were all js in the living room when I got the news
Then Jessica and my mom suprised me with this cake and we all celebrated
After we finished we decided to do a family movie night
So we went to the movie room and all sat down to watch the movie

"Hey me and my wanna are gonna get some snacks anybody want anything?"
"CHIPS!"
"CANDY"
"SODA"
"POPCORN"
"RED SLUSHIE"
"Ok ok we'll be back" wanna says grabbing the keys
"Wait wanna can I get a hoodie to borrow"
"Yea js go up to my room and pick one from my closet"
"K I'll be back"

I head to wannas room and get a hoodie
Then when I was on my way back I look into jadens room
I realized he hasn't been around much and stopped talking or hanging out with us
When I entered his room was dark so I thought he was js sleeping and left

"Ight let's go" I say to wanna getting in the car
"Dude really, my black Nike tech" he said looking at me
"Ayyy u said pick Wtv u want"
" I didn't" he rolled his eyes
"Wtv js Drive"

While we were driving I started thinking
"Hey is it me or Jaden hasn't been around much"
"Eh he's probably js focused on school or hanging out with his gf"
~gf?
"Wait gf?"
"Yea- u didn't know"
"Umm no not really who is it?"
"It's..- "

JADEN
"Laylani"
"Jaden? What are u doing here it's late"
"Ik I js wanted to know if I could stay here, for the night"
"Umm Jaden u kinda-"
"Hey babe who is it" a guy says from behind her
"It's js a- friend.."
The guy approaches the door and wraps his hand around her waist
"Oh hey I know u.. Jaden right?"
"Yea nice to meet u man"
"Always, so what's up?"
He ask looking at Laylani
"He's js um-"
"Came by to say when we would study for our quarter finals"
"Right- he came here for that"
"Oh well cool, hurry up tho ur moms calling u"
"Ok"
I look at her
"Jaden im sorry"
"Nah it's cool Dw abt it, thanks anyways"
I say giving her a small smile

I leave her doorstep and get back into my car
It's alr 2 in the morning and im alr exhausted
I have to find a place to sleep.
I looked and searched and thought for hours
Nothing.
So I parked somewhere close to my school but no place near where people can see me
I get the blanket from the trunk and put my bags in the back
I lower my seat and try to get comfortable

What has my life become
What have I turned out to be
Look at me
Im like a homeless person practically living in there car
Shit

I try to sleep but can't
Instead I stay up until 4 then fell asleep
Until my alarm woke me up 2 hours later
My school opens early bc some sports have practice in the morning but school don't start till 8:30

I get up and go inside to take a shower in the locker rooms and get ready
Once im ready I turn on my car and park where I usually would
Let the day begin.

3 DAYS LATER
I'm tired
I only get ATLEAST 2 to 3 hours of sleep every day and I can't with school and practice
Js having to apoligize to my team and practicing harder every day with tons of hw to do and finals coming
Oh and ofc I'm 630 dollars poorer
I can't anymore
Not one call from my mom dad or anybody from home
Not suprised to be honest
But at the same Time am I really that invisible ?
I leave school and get into my car I drive to my spot Js to wait for everybody to actually leave from school so I don't get caught by anybody
I stay there for a couple hours finishing my work and watching the sunset ofc
After a while I drive back to the spot I practically "sleep" in
I get to my spot and Js try to get comfortable once again for a "good" night sleep
Later then I did fall asleep