Imperfectly perfect 🖤

Chapter 12

"Im sorry" I mumbled

"What for" he asked

"For everything that happened, I didnt mean to hide such a big thing from you but once we hid it the first time, I guess it got easier to hide because we didnt know how you'd react to it" I confessed honestly

"What you did was fucked up, you betrayed me, you were my best friend, my brother but you chose to hide it and fucked it up" he said and I knew he was still angry

Why wouldn't he be, maybe if I was in his shoe I would have done the same thing but maybe not, it is hard to imagine seneriors when you aren't in that space.

"I understand cabir but you have to also understand that I cannot live without her, she can't live without me and yes we lied which we shouldn't have but we weren't doing something bad. Its not a fling cabir, I love her, I love her more than I have ever loved anyone in my life"

"No you don't manik, she is a shiny toy for you and you will end up hurting her like you did with richa" he spoke

"Don't talk about things if you don't know cabir and she is nothing like her. She resides in me cabir, I will burn this whole word down if it meant she would smile for me, I could kill and die for her"

"Here you go" Navya said putting the tray of food on the table in front of me making em sit up a little

"Manik" cabir said and I looked at him

"You have 2 choices here" he said

"what are they"

"1, you can either stay with Nandini but I am not gonna see her or you ever, I will not be in either of your life or 2 you can never see her again and she will be with me" he said and I smiled

"Cabir what the fuck is wrong with you" Navya said

"Navya relax" I said and she glared at me

"Don't you dare pick 2" she said

"I pick 2" I said and she glared at me

"Why are you doing this cabir, can't you see they can't live without each other" Navya said

"Navya wait, don't you wanna know why I pick 2" I asked cabir

"Some stupid reason to look amazing infront of her"

"See that's the difference, you think I'm still that teenage boy who flirted around but you know why I flirted around because I was trying to get lost in someone so I wouldn't have to go home to my messed up life"

"And now you are getting lost in my sister, you are still that fucking teenager" he said

"When I started talking to Nandini, I found myself rather than losing myself. She taught me what life is, she taught me how to live. She taught me what love is and how to love. I pick option 2 because she you cabir, she doesn't just love you becasue you are her bother. She loves you becasue you are her mother, her father and her protector. She is still that 10 year old who made cupcakes when she was sad or when you were upset. She may or may not love me but it will never be the same love she has for you. When she is afraid she looks for you not me. so if I have to pick I would pick 2 without a blink of an eyes. I want her happiness more than my happiness and as much as you don't want to hear this. I fucking love your sister, I would die with a smile if it meant she would be happy so believe what you want to but I love her and I always will. You can keep us apart but I will never stop loving her. She runs in my blood cabir so go ahead stop us from seeing each other but I will never ever stop my love for her, she is mine and will always be" I said caressing her hair