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Chapter 14

Navya's pov

Once we left nandini's room, cabir looked lost and I knew why, he realized how wrong he was, he realized the words he used for Manik and Nandini. I followed him to our room and went straight to the bathroom to change.

When I came out he went and changed. He sat down on the edge of the bed and looked up at me, guilt was clearly visible in his eyes

"Im sorry" he said

"For what"

"Everything"

"Im not the one you should be apologizing to" I said

"I have to, I hurt you as well"

"Glad you woke up" I said sarcastically

"I need you Navya" I heard his voice breaking

"Come here" I said and he laid his head in my lap

He cried for a few hours, it hurt me to watch but it was his fault and I am glad he figured it out before ore damage could be done

"I broke them" he mummbled

"And you can heal them"

"I can't, I had the best family and I broke it with my own fucking hands navya. In this rage I hurt nandini, I hurt Manik and I hurt you"

"Yes you did but everyone makes misakes"

"This is a sin navya, not a mistake. I insulted him, poked him about his past which I very well knew hurt him. I beat him up and he didnt say anything, the only word he said was sorry and yet I didnt care. The person who made me who I am is the one I hurt. He is the best person for Nandini but I was just, I felt betrayed that they kept this from me for 3 years" he cried

"Cabir you have that right to be upset, what you did that night was justified but the way you let it play out is where you messed up. You saw how much they both suffered for 3 weeks without each other. Nandini went through 6 panic attacks and you were present to calm her down but you didnt realize one thing"

"What thing" he asked as I wiped his tears

"The only reason she calmed down and breathed every panic attack was because I mentioned Manik. She loves him cabir and he loves her. Sure he might have had a past but who doesn't cabir. I had a relationship too but you didn't care, you had one as well but I never criticized you because of it."

"I know, I shouldn't have stooped this low but I can make it up to them both" he said and I smiled

"Yes you can and you will. Just keep in mind that he might not be the old Manik right away, he needs time"

"I know, I saw him breaking with every accusation I made, I saw him broken when he heard nandini couldn't breath. I have never seen him like that. I knew he loved her the second I saw them that night but my mind made accusations and other reasons to think otherwise"

"Sleep, we can talk to them tom" I said

"I wanna see them" he siad getting up wiping his face

He grabbed my hand and took me to nandini's room, her door was half open as usual, the lights were dim but we could see in.

Manik laid there with nandini on him, he was caressing her hair, I could tell she was a sleep but he didn't stop dropping kisses n her head. I looked at cabir see him in tears but a smile played at his lips

A few minutes later he walked back to our room still holding my hands. He closed the lights and laid down in beside beside me.

"Don't you wanna hit him, he was shirtless with nandini" I teased and he chuckled

"Haha no, he worked hard for those abs and I know she probably wasn't comfortable with his t shirt on so she asked him to. Navya I was looking for reasons to blame them but I know I was wrong. They are two adults who can make their choices and I will be happy with that" he said

"Aww cabir is growing up" I said and he chuckled pecking my lips

"I love you" he mummbled

" I love you too idiot"

"I know I know" he chuckled

I closed my eyes knowing tom will be a better day for everyone of us and hopefully everything will be okay