Once I was calm, I took my seat belt off seeing the seatbelt sign off, and took hers off too. I shifted our seats so now they were a bed, i laid down and pulled her to me
"This, whatever is causing you to think this rubbish is not right Nandini. You know I love you, and no I don't love you just for your physical attributes, I love you for you heart and your personality. You may not be tall but you fit perfectly in my arms and I love that. You are the most beautiful girl I have laid my eyes on. Nandini you infuriate me in ways no one can, you make me smile wider than anyone else in this world, you challenge me in different way that people can never think of, you understand me more than everyone. I would never think about any other women, you are all that I want and need. Please don't think this, it makes me feel like im not giving you my 100 percent and im making you feel insecure" I said stroking her hair
"Im sorry, I just umm I remembered some of my dad's words. You give me more than a 100% I promise. You don't make me feel insecure, you make me feel good about myself, I just have been thinking messed up things and that's my fault not yours so im sorry" her voice was low but audible
"You don't have to apologize, I just want you to open up and be open with your feelings. Say the things you feel Jaan but don't ever think I will find someone else. I never will becasue I never want to, I want you Nandini dhawan, I want you forever with me" I said
"I love you" she whispered cuddling in my neck
"I love you more Jaan, but is that understood" I asked and she nodded
"You know I need words"
"I understand manik" she said resting her chin on my chest looking up at me
I held her chin pulling her gently towards me, I placed my lips on hers, her hands held my t shirt as she deepened the kiss. I smiled against her lips seeing her so eager. She bit my bottom lip when I pulled back.
"Jaan" I said rubbing my lip
"You are rude" she said pecking my bottom lip
"How am I rude" I asked
"You are, you got gussa, Maine bola the gussa ni ho" she is so cute
"I know baby, but I don't like you thinking like that, you know this"
"But ap pyar sai bhi toh bol saktai ho na"
"Acha baba I will be nice next time okay" she nodded putting her face in my neck
"Sleep babe" I was stroking her hair
She put her leg over me and rubbed her nose in my neck. She bit my neck making me tighten my grip on her back
"Nandini" she giggled in response
"Yes" she said licking the spot she just nibbled on
"Jaan please don't"
"Don't what" she asked
"Don't tempt me please" she giggled
"I like doing this to you" she said and I pecked her head
"I like you doing this too but I need you to stop jaan, we cannot do this right now and you know it"
"I know but the way you respond to me is umm well kinda sexy" she said laughing
"Oh shut up you little kitten" I said pulling her under me so I was hovering on top of her
"Yes where were we" I asked and she blushed
"Umm we were about to sleep right yes" she said and I laughed
"I thought someone was acting bold, love"
"No she wasn't"
"Yes she was, now do it again babe"
"No na, I wanna sleep now" she said pouting
"Of course you do" I said pecking her lips
I laid down beside her and she giggled holding my arm, she kissed her arm and put her head on my chest
"You know it is so weird" she siad
"What's weird"
"That you are so tall, you didn't even play basketball then how" she said
"I did play some basketball baby, but not a whole lot"
"I used to play with my friends in school but then it stopped after umm ya but you know I love when you play with me" she stated
I knew she loved it because whenever we were just alone, we would play hide and seek, running around trying to catch each other, uno, Ludo, just everything.
"I know babe, I think we should play once we have some time alone"
"Umm I wanna play dress up with you" she said
"What dress up" I asked
"I will pick out an outfit for you na you pick one for me. Then we rate each other's outfits and whoever wins gets to take the other out for a date"
"That sounds great, we can do that" I said kissing her head
"You are the best, you always say yes to me" she kissed my jaw
"You are the bestest my love"
"I want coco chips" she said
"No, it's sleepy time, close your eyes and ill tell you a little story" I suggested
"What story" she asked
"Princess story"
"Princess and frog" she asked and I nodded
"There was a little princess who lived with her brother. She loved dancing and making cupcakes"
"Like me" she asked chirpily
"Yes like you jaan, so she used to make cupcakes and take them with her to her friends. They would sit in the park and have cupcakes. Then they would play hide and seek and climb the monkey bars. She was super happy with her friends but then one day her friends didn't"
I was about to continue but I felt her even breaths in my neck making me smile. This is a routine, she does it al the time. Whenever she is sleepy and doesn't want to sleep purposely she will ask for choco chips, and I always tell her some story and as usual she sleeps before I am even half way through the story.
I kissed her head and she snuggled closer which is humanly not possible but I love when she does it. Continuing to stroke her hair, I closed my eyes as well trying to catch some sleep.
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RomanceAn innocent sweet girl has lived without her brothers love, a brother who used to care for her like a delicate doll doesn't even talk straight to her anymore. What caused this behaviour? She lives two lives, one that only consists of secrets. What...
