Imperfectly perfect 🖤

Chapter 39

Nandini's pov

Bhabhi, ashna and I were sitting on the couch, talking about random things. I was feelings so much better right now and the events that took place were not hurting me right now.

"So how is life, shit sorry never mind" bhabhi said

"No bhabhi, I actually wanna talk about it"

"Are you sure baby" she asked and I nodded

"I umm I knew manik would come to get me and im so glad he came before more things could happen. It hurts to look at these bruises but I promise you I am not mentally hurt like I was 8 years ago. When I was 16 I didn't know how to think about it, how to tell bhai what had happened, how to talk through these feelings but today manik cleared any last bits of doubts I had. He knew what I was thinking and he cleared those insecurities" I spoke

"I get that but nandini it isn't a small thing" ashna said

"I know, trust me I hough about a lot of things, some of those thoughts were very disturbing"

"You can't think about such things nandini" bhabhi said interrupting me

"But I couldn't help it bhabhi, I tried a lot but I always have his voice in my mind telling me he loves me, telling me he is nothing without me. I can't walk away from him ever" I said smiling

"He loves you so much nandini, we saw how he was so don't let these insecurities get the best of you" ashna said with a smile

"He does love me, I know he is way more hurt than I am. I may be physically and mentally in trauma but he is suffering in all aspects. I don't know what went through him when he saw me like that, and I also know that he will never say anything becasue he doesn't wanna trouble me"

"He cried like a child, not just that, he prayed for the first time nandini" bhabhi said and I felt tears flowing down my cheeks

"He prayed" I said more to myself

"He did, he didn't move for a single second, he was begging everyone to wake you up" ashna added

Manik has never prayed, he never believed in god, he used to say its just a myth and something people randomly believe in. His throry was well you can find god in a stone becasue you are looking for him but if you look at it practically its just a stone which is fair enough

The fact that he prayed for me makes my heart swell with happiness but it also breaks my heart hearing how bad his state was when I was out. I cannot even imagine looking at him like that.

"Shit don't cry nandini if he sees you crying he will kill us both" ashna said

"He is suffering so much" I mummbled

"As long as you are okay so is he" bhabhi said kissing my head

"This stupid foot" I said trying to get up

"Hey, don't you dare, we have strict instruction from your fiancé to not let you out of our sight and no walking" bhabhi said

"I just wanna see him" I said pouting

"Not when you are crying, he will hurt us" bhabhi said wiping my face

"Then ice cream" I asked

"Yes you can have ice cream" she said and I smiled

She got us all ice cream and we settled down talking about a trip, apparently we were heading out tomorrow for a short trip somewhere. Even though we were all talking my head was flooded with thoughts and surprisingly none of them were about the incident that took place, it was about Manik