In Another Life [Wrong Time With A Right Person] (Isabella & Cluster)

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Worlds self made are so full of monsters and demons. ~ Anais Nin

ISABELLA

It's been 5 years nang makaalis ako dito sa pilipinas. Kamusta na kaya sila Draisine at Josefina. Actually tinawagan ko sila para sunduin kami dito sa airport. Babalik din ako sa dating pinagtratrabahuhan ko. Habang nagaantay kami ni Zaiver dito ay may tumawag sa pangalan ko.

"Isabella!"

Lumingon ako and dumating si Syvon at Freed. Wait? Bakit sila. Lumapit sila saakin. Dinala nila ang maleta namin at tumingin sila saakin.

"Miss ka ng utol namin." Natatawa ako sa sinabi nila.

"Hindi ako nandito para balikan siya. Nandito ako para magtrabaho. Btw kamusta si Alicia? I didn't hear anything about her?"

Napakamot si Syvon sa ulo. "Kapatid mo magiging witness sa kaso ng asawa nya."

Napakunot naman ang ulo ko "What case?"

"Murder and Rape."

Rape? Sinong nirape nya? "Rape? As far as i know ginusto nilang may mangya----" hindi ako natapos dahil nagsalita si Syvon.

"Alicia got raped hindi nila ginusto. Nakipagbreak sya kay Jaiden. Sinabi nya lang na mahal nya si Isaak dahil pinagbantaan sya."

The hell? My sister got raped? "Kelan ang pagpunta nyo sa korte?"

"Bukas ng alas dyes. " Tumango lang ako.

"I will come."

.....

Kumuha muna ako ng condo para saamin ng anak ko. Napilitan din akong umuwi dito dahil naalala ko ang sinabi ni Syvon sakin.

When i would go to bed may kumatok sa pinto ng apartment namin. I opened it and i saw Syvon.

"What are you doing here?"

Ngumiti sya "may i come in? May sasabihin lang akong importante sayo"

Tumango lang ako at sinarado ko na ang pinto. Pumunta ako ng sala dahil nandoon sya nagaantay

"What do you want?"

"Can you come back to Cluster? Wala akong karapatan sabihin to. But please let him explain"

"Explain how a demon he was? Katulad lang sya ng kapatid nya. Cheating is there choice. Wala na akong magagawa kung magpapakasaya sya kay Shantie."

Umiling sya "The video is not true. It's Isaak and Shantie's Affair"

Affair? "Paano? Akala ko ok na sila ni Alicia"

Umiling ito "Hindi, ayaw nya kay Alicia gusto ka nyang makuha ulit pero kailangan nya munang siraan si Cluster. Please umuwi ka muna ng pilipinas. Kausapin mo kaibigan namin."

"Bakit? Ano bang nangyari sa kanya?"

"He planning to killed Isaak by his hands. Ako na nagsasabi sayo. Ayaw namin makulong si Cluster."

I need to save him? "Uuwi ako.....pag tapos ng S.Y ni Zaiver dito. "

Ngayong gabi habang tulog na ang anak ko ay kinuha ko ang CP ko at headseat ko. Nagopen ako ng Spotify at hindi ko naman alam na saktong sakto saakin ang kanta.

(Background music Have you ever by S Club 7)

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away
T

hough you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes 'round
Tell me

I walked away to him, hindi ko man lang sya napakinggan. Naniwala pa ako sa Video kesa sa asawa ko. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Bakit bumabalik si shantie? What she need with us?

Have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see?
That's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Lookin' down the road you should be taking
I should know
'Cause I loved and lost the day I let you go

Gusto ko na ulit sya makasama. I want to say sorry to him. And take him back.

"Cause i loved and lost the day i let you go" i whispered to heaven and i cry silently.,

We lost and loved. Our hearts broken again. We both lost a child. We lost our love ones.

Can't help but think that this is wrong
We should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I finally realise, it was forever that I'd found (forever that I'd found)
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes 'round
Tell me

"I wish i can say sorry to you"

No,not a sorry. It's I'm very sorry. I wish i can say I'm very sorry that i believe to the video and what i saw. I never give him a chance to explain. I love him so much with all of my heart.

Have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wish there as a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see?
That's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Lookin' down the road you should be taking
I should know (I should know)
'Cause I loved and lost the day I let you go

I want to take him back. Ako mismo uuwi sa piling nya. Ako yung uuwian nya sa gabi. Ako ang yayakapin nya sa malamig na umaga at malamig na panahon. Sya ang magiging sandalan ko sa malungkot na buhay. Sya....sya lang ang pwedeng maging ama ng anak ko. I can't see my self loving someone else.

I really wanna hear you say
That you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away
Can't you see?
Even though the moment's gone (moment's gone)
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes 'round
Tell me

Tumingin ako sa langit at ngumiti.

"Anak,how are you there? Are you tired? No....i mean anak I'm tired. But i need to be strong for your brother and to your father. Did you see your father there? How is he? He's ok? He's crying or he's happy?. I want to comeback to his arms anak."

Umiiyak kong saad. Mahal na mahal ko ang ama nila. Ang sakit sakin na iwan sya pero mali pala ang akala ko. Hindi sya nagloloko sakin.

Have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see?
That's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Lookin' down the road you should be taking
I should know (I should know)
'Cause I loved and lost the day I let
Yes, I loved and lost the day I let
Yes, I loved and lost the day I let you go