In Another Life [Wrong Time With A Right Person] (Isabella & Cluster)

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ISABELLA

"Ma'am,he has obsessed love disorder (OLD)" sabi ng physiatrist na pinuntahan namin. Pinagamot ko si Isaak dahil hindi pa din sya tumitigil na hanapin ako.

"Ganun po ba talaga ang nangyayari sa kanya? Why he obsessed with me?"

""Obsessive love disorder" (OLD) refers to a condition where you become obsessed with one person you think you may be in love with. You might feel the need to protect your loved one obsessively, or even become controlling of them as if they were a possession."

May ganung sakit pala? Bakit di ko alam? Malamang isa akong Obygyne Doctor.

"Ano pong kailangan naming gawin? May lunas po ba dito?"

Umiling ang physiatrist nya "no separate medical or psychological classification exists for OLD, it can often accompany other types of mental health illnesses. Talk to a doctor if you think he or a loved one may have the disorder. Treatment can help decrease the symptoms while also preventing complications with relationships."

I realized something he needs it.

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Nagpunta ako sa bahay at ilang beses kong tinawag si Zaiver pero wala pa din sumasagot. Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko at tinawagan ko ang cellphone nya. Sinagot naman nya ito. God nagaalala ako sa anak ko..

"Zaiver? Where are you?" Nagaalalang tanong ko.

"mommy, I'm here at lola's house. She said dito muna ako hangga't hindi ka pa umuuwi. Mommy where are you? Ilang araw na kitang hindi nakikita. You said babalik ka agad pero you never go back again. Where are you mommy?" OMG nagaalala din pala ang baby ko. I need to explain to him everything.

"Anak,i'll go there ok? I will explain everything when we see each other."

Binaba ko na ang tawag at pumunta sa bahay nila mama. Thank God ligtas ang anak ko. But my sister died because of him.

CLUSTER

"Anak,nakita na sila..... Isabella."

Gumaan ang pakiramdam ko sa narinig ko "Ma,say everything"

"But your brother. He's sick. He had mental illness. It's called Obsessed love disorder (OLD) and your wife's sister is dead now."

My....my wife....

"Isabella is safe now. Nakausap ko yung nagbabantay sa ank nyo. She said that.... she's ok now magkasama na sila."

Thank you lord. Thank you.

"Mom, I'm going 36 next year....i wish that i can live more to protect my wife even it's hard to let go."

ISABELLA

"Anak,did you behave here?" Tumango naman ang anak ko at niyakap ko sya ng mahigpit. I miss my baby so much.

"Ate Alessandra told me that she wants to see her parents." I frozed when Zaiver said that..

How can i explain everything to her?

"Anak...."

Ngumiti naman si Zaiver "She said she see her mom in her dreams and said that 'be brave my lady and don't ever give up.' she's happy when she woke up but me.....i don't. I don't see you in my dreams mommy. Why are you going there mom?"

Aba bata ka...gusto mo na akong mamatay?

"Anak.... Pwede iready mo ang sarili mo? Pwede wag mo munang sabihin kay Alessandra ang nangyayari?"

Napakunot naman ang noo nya "Ano po yun mommy?"

Huminga muna ako ng malalim at ipinikit ko ang mata ko. Idinilat ko din agad at niyakap sya. Niyakap nya din ako ng mahigpit at umiiyak kong sambit ang "your tita Alicia is dead."

"Ma? H-hindi totoo yan diba?"

Umiling ako "Sana nga hindi totoo anak pero. Your tita got died because of Alessandra's father."

"Anong ginawa po ni papa ko?" Lumingon ako sa batang nagsalita sa likod ko. I see Alessandra Holding a Toy and confused what i've been said.

"Alessandra?"

CLUSTER

I write a letter for my son and wife. I know anytime. Mamatay na ako but i want to have letter to them. I heard the doctor earlier while I'm disguise like I'm sleeping.

"Doc,we are here to find the solution of his Brain cancer. What did you said that my son gonna die?!" Galit na sigaw ni mama.

Umiling ang doctor "I'm sorry. He will die if we continue the Operation. There's possible that he never awake again. You should ready your self for his gone. Anytime or any day or any year.....he would die."

Anytime, Any day, or Any year. I will fullfil my love to my family. If I'm gone. I'm going to guide them. In heaven.

I wrote first message for Isabella.

DEAR MY LOVELY WIFE

DO YOU REMEMBER OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER?
HI MRS. MENDOZA, I'M CLUSTER WEYN MENDOZA. YOU INTRODUCE YOUR SELF I'M ISABELLA LANA ARREVALO. THAT DAY. NALAMAN KO ANG NARARAMDAMAN KO SAYO. WHEN I'M BROKEN I CAN'T STOP STALKING YOU A FAR. I STALK YOU EVERY WHERE YOU ARE. BUT SUDDENLY THE NIGHT YOU INVITE ME TO DANCE. I'M THANKFUL FOR THAT. NAGING ASAWA KITA. AKALA KO NGA HINDI KA NA MAHAL NI KUYA PERO...MAHAL KA PA NYA. YEAH IT HURTS FOR ME. EVEN I'M YOUR HUSBAND. I KNOW YOU KNOW THA TRUTH ABOUT THE VIDEO.

I'M SORRY ISABELLA,I CAN'T FULLFIL MY PROMISE THAT WE CAN LIVED TOGETHER UNTIL WE DIED. BUT I PROMISE YOU. I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL OUR LAST BREATH. AGAIN. MRS. MENDOZA

MY ONLY WIFE

I LOVE YOU MY MOON. MY SUNSET, MY SUNSHINE, EVEN MY SUN.

I LOVE YOU MI AMOR

SINCERELY
CLUSTER ♡

And the lastly message is for my son, Zaiver.

DEAR MY WONDERFUL SON

SON,HOW ARE YOU? I KNOW YOU'RE ANGRY AT ME BUT MOMMY CAN TELL YOU SOON IF YOU OLDER. DADDY IS GOING SOMEWHERE THAT YOUR MOM AND YOU DON'T GO. MOMMY GONNA TELL YOU SOON. I REMEMBER SON WHEN YOUR MOM DELIVERED YOU I'M SO HAPPY BECAUSE I HAVE A SON LIKE YOU. I HAVE A SON THAT CAN PROTECT OUR FAMILY TO EVERYONE. YOU SAID YOU WANT TO BE A ATTORNEY RIGHT? GAWIN MO ANAK. KUNG ANONG GUSTO MO SUPPORTADO KA NAMIN NG MAMA MO. YOUR MOM AND I. WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU EVEN THE HARD TIMES. IF I'M GONE MY SON. PLEASE PROTECT YOUR MOM HUH. I LOVE YOU BOTH MY SON.

I'M HAPPY THAT YOU'RE ANGRY AT ME.
I UNDERSTAND YOU
I LOVE YOU ZAIVER.
ALWAYS DO

SINCERELY
CLUSTER ♡