Chapter 21

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Klaire slept on the edge of the bed, her eyes boring into the midnight sky that displayed perfectly through the large windows that went around Ricardo's room,

The evening's events played in her mind, she could only smile at how generous Ricardo was to organize a small picnic on the sky scrapper of his large office, she found it romantic,

the little lanterns lighting around the rooftop, the cold wind blowing through her skin, how he noticed it and gave her his jacket,

the little blanket with the delicious snacks along side a basket filled with fresh fruit drinks.

But the smile on her face soon disappeared when she thought about his suggestion...

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"so I have something to ask you" Ricardo starts sounding slightly nervous, which only made Klaire's anxiety rise even more than it already was, but she still nods for him to continue. Ricardo takes a folder out of nowhere and passes it to Klaire, she reaches for it hesitantly, her eyes widening looking at it's contents,

"I've had this land for a long time now and I've just finished building it, a medium size mansion with plenty of garden space, a pool, sports room, you name it I have build it" he says examining Klaire's face,

"I want us to move in together" he finally clears, Klaire looks at him with utter shock,

"but we already have" she says confused,

"that mansion is originally built for all my men to stay together, so when I need someone they won't take time to come, and it's protection is high, but it's not my house, this is" he says pointing to the pictures in Klaire's hand,

Klaire looks at the pictures adoring the architecture of the house, she was never one for a big fancy house, she loved anything to do with small, it is easier to maintain it that way,

"I don't need a answer right now, it's a big step but I just can't live without you Klaire Winchester, you did something to me, I don't know what it is but without you I don't see a reason to live, just please think about it, we'd still have the needed security and the privacy we need, there is only 2 people who work, the cook and the cleaner, no one else is allowed inside the house besides you and me-" he takes Klaire's hands holding it close to his chest, "-it's will be just us. together." he says with promising eyes,

Klaire was still stuck in a trance on his offer, she didn't know what exactly to say, only nod,

"I'll think about it"

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Klaire couldn't sleep at all, she found herself tearing up,

Ricardo has shown nothing but love towards her, not once had he hurt her in any shape, he even considered her freedom to roam wherever she wanted as long as she had his men protecting her,

something heavy weighed inside of her heart, the thought of what's to happen tomorrow wouldn't do anything but make her feel guilty,

she no longer had any control of her decisions, her aim was to get out of Italy without hurting anyone, to simply walk out of everyone's lives, like she never was alive,

and that would happen soon.

she may be alive but the Klaire Winchester wouldn't.

Kaitlyn would.

"are you alright Amour?" Ricardo woke up at the sound of her sniffles, he moved to her side of the bed wrapping his arms around Klaire's small frame, bringing her closer to him, his hand brushing down her hair, soothing her,

Klaire could only try and stop her crying, her tears staining his perfect shirt, clutching his shirt tightly, using Ricardo's dominating masculine cologne to calm her heavy heart,

She hated the feeling, the effect Ricardo had on her, only him leaving her could put her in this state,

or in her case,

her leaving him...

"Amour I'm right hear, don't worry no one will ever hurt you as long as I'm here with you" he whispers hugging her more tightly,

"ese es el problema" _that's the problem_ she mumbles into his shirt in Spanish,

"what was that?" he asks softly, she wipes her tears with her sleeve, taking a good deep breath,

"I'm going to wash my face" she says getting out of his strong hands and walking to the bathroom, she locks the door from behind,

she takes a handful of water and splashes it on her face, rubbing her eyes roughly, staring at the mirror she takes in her distressed self,

her eyes red as ever, dark bags hanging under her eyes, her face showing clearly she's depressed, something big bothering her, something that's only going to multiply with the passing hours.

she walks out of the bathroom going to the entrance of the room about to open the door when Ricardo spoke,

"where are you going?" he asks about to get up to follow her,

"go back to sleep, I'm just going back to my room to get something" she says closing the door after her,

she walks past all the guards nodding at them, seeing her just leave from their master's room they don't become so alert,

she walks to the corridor where her room is placed, opening the door and closing it right after, she leans against the door, sliding down as more tears come to her eyes, within second she goes to the bathroom taking her contacts out and placing them gently inside its container,

she walks to the balcony pouring her hearts out to the open sky line, her eyes magically watering her face which is now stained by her tears, she finds her throat dry as ever, taking the small water bottle and chugging on it faster than usual,

"why?" she screams out looking up,

"what is it that you have that just makes me want to break down at the simple thought of leaving?" she says once more,

"I've planned this a million times and never had I had this feeling but now. tomorrow. you make me so weak I hate it! I hate myself for falling for a emotionless bustard like you!" she screams falling on her knees onto the cold ground,

"I will not have a man make me feel this way. after tomorrow you and every other man out there can just fuck off. I won't give a shit!" she says finding a strength inside of her, she wipes the tears off her face one last time,

"you will be the last person I will ever feel this way, watch out Ricardo, you will not know what happened till I'm out of your city" she says, humor lingering in her tone, a small smirk appearing on her face,

"tonight will be the last time you'll see Klaire Winchester. once I'm through with myself you'll wish you never took me that night" with those last words she left the balcony, wearing her contacts and touching up on her foundation that covered her birth mark,

That night she slept with one thought in her head, with one mission, one purpose,

To Put Klaire Winchester 6 Feet Under Her.

End Of Chapter

Bipolar much?

hope you love this cause next week's chapter is just as good as todays,

if you think gun will be involved in the next chapter then don't.

Klaire Winchester never got the chance to hold a gun.....

later Lovelies.

Mikiela W.

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