His Only

Chapter 33

< 3 Weeks Later >

Kaitlyn stood before her mother's grave in the cemetery. Her men stayed guard around the area protecting her and giving her the privacy she wanted. Ever since she found out about her pregnancy Antonio had ordered a minimum of 12 men with her at all times when she's out of the house.

She kneels beside her mother's grave on the rough sand; not bothering that her jeans were getting stained. She placed the Lilies in her mother's favorite Vase and lit the small fire lamp kept on the side. she placed a small airy kiss on the tombstone saying a silent prayer,

"you're going to be a grandma mama" Kaitlyn whispers with a few tears visible,

"I really wished you were here. I know I could tell you anything and you wouldn't judge me just complain and then help me solve it, but this problem is much bigger than you'd expect your daughter to go through" she stops covering her face with her small napkin, wiping her face clean before anyone could see her. she takes one more look around the cemetery seeing her men from afar facing their backs to her and no one in sight,

"I really want to tell him mama. I want to go to him, hug him, kiss him and tell him he's going to be a father but I can't... I'm scared. what if he tries to hurt me, hurt the baby! but most of all I'm scared of his rejection. what if he throws me out saying he wants nothing to do with our baby. I know what I'm doing is still wrong, 'A person should always know if they are to become a parent as they have every right to' those were your words in your diary but I don't think I'll be strong if things turn up sideways" Kaitlyn sits down on the ledge running her hand over her mother's grave, trying to feel some connection that would assure her that her mother is with her listening to her.

"I know that, if you were here; you'd probably tell me to give him a chance and see what happens. I mean that's what you did when dad found you with Alex, it's just that in my case the baby isn't out yet" Kaitlyn says giving out a small chuckle. Kaitlyn stood up onto her two feet, brushing the sand off of her and taking one last breath and making sure no tears are evident in her eyes,

"I'm going to do what's right. I don't want to be a monster and if he does reject me... then I will only pray that you will stay with me while I get through it. Hopefully next time I come, I'll be bringing my baby with me to visit you" Kaitlyn turned snapping her fingers and motioning one of the guards,

The guard immediately spoke into his ear pierce and within a swift moment all the men circled around Kaitlyn and walked her to the vehicle. Kaitlyn got in with the rest of the men getting into their respective vehicles. Amy sat patiently till Kaitlyn returned as she used the time to go over the projects they have lined up for their business.

"You alright?" Amy asks sympathetically, moving a bit closer to Kaitlyn to cheer up the mood.

"I am now" Kaitlyn says taking her phone out, it was Friday and she wanted to finish something that has been long overdue.

"Papi I'll be taking the weekend off so don't expect me home" Kaitlyn says through the phone, knowing how worried her father could get if Kaitlyn wasn't home on time,

"Where are you?"

"on the way to the airport papi. I just need some time to clear up, I thought a bit of time out may help me clear a few worries" Kaitlyn replies,

"Who's going with you?" Antonio was known for his line of serious questions when Kaitlyn would plan last minute trips without her father's acknowledgment,

"Estoy con el papi de Amy y llevaré a un par de mis hombres conmigo, así que enviaré a los tuyos para que se separen de mí" _I'm with Amy father and I'll be taking a couple of my men with me so I'll be sending yours back for their needed break from me_ Kaitlyn replies, even though the real reason behind Antonio's men going back home was so that Antonio wouldn't know where Kaitlyn is.