the summer you noticed me ↠ conrad fisher {1}

t h i r t y - f o u r

I'm laying down looking at the sky. I've always loved looking at the sky, and right now it's the only thing stopping the spins. I'm so focused on what's in front of me that I am barley thinking about how drunk I am.

     I wish it was daytime. As much as I love the stars, I can only stare at them for so long. I don't get constellations and everything that goes into a night sky — although I wish I did. A daytime sky full of clouds are my favorite thing ever. I could lay there for a whole entire day, making space ships, dogs, bunnies and cats out of white blobs in the sky.

I laid down over here after I tried watching the beer pong game of Cam Cameron and Jeremiah, Vs Conrad and a guys name who I can't even begin to try and remember right now and got physically ill trying to watch that ball go back and forth... back and forth... back and forth.

It's breezy out right now, with the trees shaking above me in the dark it feels so much like fall that I have to stop myself from going down that mind path. Anything that reminds me of leaving causes my stomach to twist.

     I sit up, and see the guys are still playing. I watch as Belly goes over and whispers something to Cam Cameron and they both wave goodbyes and leave. Conrad shrugs, and starts to head in my direction. Jeremiah following close behind him, stumbling onto the ground next to me.

      I giggle, poking his side. "Someone had to much to drink?" I tease.

     Jeremiah groans next to me, rolling on his side. "Yeah," Conrad response for him. "He was drinking for him and Cam Cameron."

        "Smart!" I say dragging out the T. "Hey are you ready to head out? I just want to be in my bed," I chuckle.

     "Oh thank God," he says. "I've been waiting for you to ask," Conrad says placing a hand on my thigh. "How are you feeling? Because I may have to drag Jere out to my car."

     "I'm okay enough to walk straight, get drunky over here. I'll find Taylor and Steven."

      "Meet me at the car?" Conrad asks. "Be careful."

     "I will," I say placing a kiss on his lips and taking his offer to help me up.

* * *

It didn't take me long to find Taylor and Steven. They were sitting on the front steps when I got out there. So by the time Conrad and Jeremiah made it to the car we were strapped in and ready to go.

     Everyone had headed inside, and Conrad is now walking me home. "I wish you had gotten drunk with me," I say. "It would of been a better time with you, but thank you for being responsible and getting me home safe."

"I'm sure there will be another occasion this summer for us to get drunk together. We get high together all the time," he points out. "It'll probably be easier to get drunk because we won't have to worry about the smell."

I boop his nose, "you're so smart."

We parked in the Fisher's driveway so Conrad didn't have to drive back to his house just to walk me home. The coolness of the night wakes me up a little more then I was a few seconds ago, but I still can't wait to climb into bed.

Conrad knows where the spare key is, he thought it would be a good idea to leave my key at home since I planned on drinking. I'm so glad he thinks about things, because I know I totally would of lost my key tonight, or given it to some stranger.

Just as Conrad opens the door, I feel like I walked into a nightmare. There stands both of my parents in the kitchen. "Where have you been?" My mothers voice echos through our loud house.

I close my eyes, praying, begging that this is just a dream and when I open my eyes they'll be gone. I had more time to prepare for this. They just called me today, they said they were coming for the weekend I had two more days to prep myself. Now all of that just blew up in my face.