I'm here now- RayEmma

Don't remember that

emma got back and went to go see Ray, she smiled when she saw him in his room asleep and giggled slightly before going to steal one of his hoodies, she threw off her shirt and caught glimpse of herself in his mirror and sighed seeing the scars she had gained from the incident  at goldy pond while fighting the demons. Signing again, hating how they looked, the memories they obtained. She held back tears as she stared herself, internally picking out all her flaws, she kept staring mentally saying to herself 'fix those scars, work out more youre getting fat, do this' all in attempts to try and find where the insecure-ness came from.  feeling insecure and mentally sick, so distracted she hadn't noticed Ray wake up until he noticed arms around ing her.

"hey Em, You okay?"

"Em? Thats new"

"yea do you not like it?"

"no its sweet, I just didnt expect it but yea im fine"

"you dont look it, I know something is up"

He gave her a small kiss on the head while he waited for her response.

"its just, I hate the way my stomach looks, its bloated and these scars are just the worst, they hold bad memories and look disgusti-" she was cut off by Ray carefully spinning ber around and kissing her lips. She watched as Ray lowered himself kissing ghe scars gently.

"emma you are perfect okay? So what if you gain weight or have some scars they all add to making you Emma. And anyone who tells you differently are just stupid and not worth your time"

"but its me who's saying it Ray!"

"then I'll help you view yourself as perfect or at least be happy how you are. We all have insecurities. For example im insecure about the fact that I'm not the best for you and you'd better be with someone else but-"

"Ray you are perfect for me though, I guess you're right about I just need to see it differently"

"exactly like how when I have insecurities I try to think differently like with the one I said I remind myself about how excited you get around me which helps me come back to reality so just think of it this way, some people are going to hate how you look but as long as you're happy with how you like that  is all that matter"

"do you like how I look though?"

"Emma, don't take this the wrong way" emma nervously bit her tongue at the sentancr thinking Ray was about to say 'yes I hate it' but was shocked at what she heard "You could be any size or weight in the world emma and I wouldn't care as long as hou stayed the same personality wise" emma teared up, starting to question how she got so lucky to be with Ray.

She nodded at him before burying her head into his shoulder, letting a few sobs out, Ray wrapped his arms around her, hearing the door open so quickly grabbed a blanket and draped it over Emma waiting to see who It was coming into the room. He saw Gilda enter waiting for her to speak.

"hey could I talk- oh is Emma okay?" Gilda had pure worry on her face and was about to walk over before notcing the glare on Ray's face he didnt know he was throwing.

"yea she's fine just a bit emotional today but is it something I could tell her for you?"

"no I tell her myself thank you, just let her know I want to talk" Gilda had a bit of bitterness in her tone as she walked out, shutting the door as she left. Ray lifted Emma and sat on the bed with her letting her cry it out. 

Gilda walked off to find Don eventually finding him.

"so did you manage to talk to her?"

"not yet, Ray was in the way'

"oh well you'll manage to one day but also don't get between them Gilda, you don't want to upset Emma nor anger Ray for your own needs"

"yes I know Don but I think she's not realising she shouldn't be with him"

"and why's that?"

"he was and still can be so mean to her, like calling her dumbass or idiot"

"she knows he's teasing her, it is Ray after all. It's his way of showing he's close ro someone. You'd know if he was being mean Gilda. He's been mean to me before and it's very obvious by his word chocie"

"still I think Emma would be happy with me. Also can you get Norman I need to talk to him"

"uh sure!' Don walked off to go find Norman, eventually finding him.