The Shadow Sholdier

We were really close

I wake up.
It's still dark outside.
I sit up and look at Steve.
He's asleep.
It's 1.34 am.
I'm gonna get something to drink.
I stand up and walk out of the room to the lift.
I go to the kitchen and turn on the light.
I take a glass and pour some water in it.
I turn off the light again, but instead of going back to sleep, I'm looking out of the big window. The lights are still on, the city looks amazing.
Hopefully noone woke up because of me.
I take a sip.
„Who's there?" someone says and turns on the light.
I startle and get invisible.
„I'm not gonna ask a second time.." the person says.
„It's me." I say and get visible. „I'm sorry."
„Y/N? Why are you awake?"
I turn around.
„Natasha, I was just getting some water."
„I see."
„I woke you up, huh?"
„No, actually I couldn't sleep and thought the same as you. I should get some water." she says and takes a glass.
I walk up to her.
„I'm glad."
She pours in water.
„So you're sleeping in Steve's room?" she asks.
„Yes, I'll get my own room tomorrow Tony said." I answer.
She drinks and looks at me.
„I'm sorry that I was so visibly disappointed." she says.
I look at her.
„You know, I've really missed you.. and I couldn't accept that you're not the Y/N anymore that I knew. After Steve told us to leave, I went to my room and thought about you."
„I asked Steve how close we were and he said we were really good friends."
„Oh yeah we were."
„And we will be again."
She smirks.
I take a sip.
„We should go to sleep again, we can continue talking about this tomorrow." she says.
I nod.

We walk to the lift together.
„Clint will also be happy to see you again and Thor will hug you and never let go." she says and smiles.
„They're the other Avengers I knew, right?" I ask.
„Yes they are."
„I hope they'll accept me."
„They will, I promise."
The doors open.
We walk out.
„Now go to sleep again. Tomorrow will be your first training with us." she says.
I nod and walk to Steve's room.
„Good night." I say.
„Sleep well."

I open the door and get invisible.
I walk in and close the door behind me.
Steve's still asleep, I'm glad.
I lay down on the bed again, get visible and try to sleep.
After 20 minutes of watching the lights outside, I finally fall asleep.