I'm sorry if this chapter is longer than the others, but I couldn't find a good point in the story to make it two chapters.
____________________________We walk out of the gym to the community area / kitchen.
„Sit down on the couch, I'll bring a First Aid Kit." Steve says.
I nod and lay down on the couch.
Bucky sits down on a easychair.
It doesn't hurt but I'm still a little tired.
I sigh.
„Are you ok?" he asks.
„Yeah I'm fine, thanks." I answer.
„Didn't it hurt when I hit you with my metal arm?"
„A little bit. As you saw, my nose bled, but it's alright."
„I'm glad. And.."
„I'm back." Steve says.
He puts the kit on the table.
I unwrapp my hands.
My knuckles are a bit read.
„Sit up." Steve says and takes disinfectant and a cotton pad.
I sit up and he starts to desinfect the wounds in my face.
„Gosh that burns." I say and draw my eyebrows together.
„Next time you two go a little easier, understood?"
„You're such a mom." Bucky says and laughs.
„You were the one who always looked after me back in the 40's, so don't tell me not to worry." Steve answers and wipes the blood from my nose.
I giggle cause that tickled.
They look at me.
„Oh sorry."
„It's fine, just the first time seeing you actually kinda laughing."
„Yeah.."
He puts plasters on my wounds.
„You got some bruises too, just don't fight anyone the next couple of days." he says.
I nod.
„Thank you."
„Your welcome." Steve says and goes up to Bucky.
I lay down again.
He also patches Bucky up.
„Just to make this clear.. this is training. You're suppossed to learn or to perfect your combat skills. Not to hurt anyone that serious."
I look at him.
„It was your first training, it's fine but now you know."
„Yes, Sir."
That didn't feel right to say.
„Good, now you two stay here. I'm gonna go to the others. Rest yourselves, you've hurt eachothers much."
„Bucky's right, you are a mom." I say.
Steve rolls his eyes.
„Don't do anything stupid until I come back." he says and walks away from us.
We watch him leaving the room.I stand up and walk to the kitchen.
„You want something too?" I ask as I grab a glas.
„Yeah."
„What?"
„The same as you."
I take a second glas and pour water in both.
I walk back.
„Here you go." I say and reach him a glas.
„Thanks."
I sit down and drink.
Then I lay down again.
„Steve told me a lot about you." Bucky says.
„Did he? I hope only good stuff.. oh well I don't remember anyway, but tell me."
„You were very young when you „died". How old are you now?"
„25."
„You were 19 and made such a lifechanging decision?"
I hesitate.
I didn't chose to be captured, tortured and trained to kill.
I wish I could tell him the truth cause he knows how it feels.
„I uhm.. Yeah, I didn't really think about hurting the people around me. But I was sure I did the right thing. And everything worked out perfectly fine until this accident." I say.
„I'm sorry."
„It's fine.. but what else did he tell you?"
„You were a happy human, always smiling and telling bad jokes."
I smile.
„And he told me that you were a little sassy, like before when you called Tony a old man or Steve a princess. I grinned by the way." he says.
„I'm just telling the truth."
He smiles slightly.
„But I know nothing about you except your name and that you got a metal arm, how'd that happen?" I ask, even tho I know his story.
„It's a arm out of vibranium and long story short: I'm a nearly 100 years old supersoldier who got a metal arm through also a accident." he answers.
„100? Wow, you don't look that old. How's that possible?"
„That's also a long story, I can tell you more about it another time, but I was in cryo chamber for most of my life."
„Sounds awful."
„It wasn't the best time of my life."
„Mhm."
„What else did he tell me?" he says to himself.
I look at him.
„You didn't have many friends, actually none. Sounds sad but all of your „friends" were S.H.I.E.L.D. Agents like you were."
„I see."
„I can't think of more right now."
„It's okay, thanks for telling me."
„Your welcome." he smiles.
We talked a while, he eventually sat to me. He told me some more about him and we laughed together.
„So uhm-."
„Hey guys, how are you?" Natasha walks in. „I wanted to check on you two."
She sits down next to me.
„Did you already finish the training?" I ask surprised.
„Yes."
„Wow, time moves fast." I say.
I remember the training at Hydra and start staring again.
„One hour and a little break in between. But that doesn't matter. How are you?" Natasha says and looks at me and Bucky.
„Fine, Steve's being overdramatic." he says.
They noticed.
„Are you okay Y/N?" she asks.
I look at her.
„Yes I am, just thinking about something."
„What?"
„Nothing important."
I don't look at Bucky.
Not even he would understand it.
Tony walks in.
„Guys, go take a shower and come here again. Wanda and Vision are cooking."
„Ok." Natasha says and stands up.
He walks to us.
I stand up too.
„You're room is finished, I also got you a phone, laptop etc. It's next to Barnes'. Here are the keys." Tony explains and hands me them. „So if you don't mind, Barnes, bring her to her room."
„Of course." he says and stands up next to me.
I still don't look at him.
„Perfect. You don't have to hurry by the way, they need some time to cook, but it's worth it." he adds.
I nod.
Bucky notices that I'm quiet.
He looks at me.
„Come on." he says.
I nod again.
We walk away from them to the lift.
„Are you okay? Is it because of Stark?" he asks and looks worried at me.
„I am fine, thanks for asking and no it's not cause of Tony. I'm just thinking too much." I answer.
„I know that, it's terrible."
I look at him.
„At least one person who can relate to what's going on in my mind." I say.
The doors open and we get in.
He looks at me.
„Glad that's me."
I smile slightly.We go down and the doors open again.
We walk out.
I head straight to the room.
I take the keys and open it.
I go in.
The room is as big as Steve's and also with the beautiful view.
„Wow." I say, throw the keys on the bed and walk to the windows.
„Can I come in?" Bucky asks.
I turn around and see him standing in the doorway.
„Of course." I answer and laugh a little.
He walks in and closes the door behind him. „The view is absolutely amazing." I say.
He stands next to me.
„I know."
The room has a bed, a table and also a little bathroom.
There's stuff on table.
„What's that?" I ask and walk to the table.
He turns around.
„Oh that's a smartphone and a laptop."
„What exactly is that? And what is this?" I hold some little buttons.
„Earphones."
I put them inside of my ear.
„And now what?"
He smiles.
„I'm not the best in this electronic stuff, you gotta ask Tony or Natasha for help."
„Ok."
I put them out again.
„Ima ask later."
Bucky walks to the door.
„I'm gonna shower, you should do that too." he says.
I nod.
„See you later."
„See ya."
He walks out and closes the door.I look around.
There's a drawer.
I open it and find some clothes in it.
The room is cozy, I really like it.
I notice that there are also some files laying on the table. I don't know if Bucky saw them but my name stands on them. I'm gonna read them later.
I take some clothes and walk into the bathroom to shower.
After I got dressed again I take the phone and walk out of my room.
In the same second Natasha comes out of her room too.
„Hey." she says. „Are you alright? You seemed a little off before."
„Yeah, I'm fine. Thanks." I answer.
She looks at the phone in my hand.
„Could you maybe help me with this later?" I ask.
„Of course, but let's eat first."
I nod and we go to the kitchen together.We walk to the others.
„Where's Steve?" Natahsa asks.
„He's phoning someone." Sam answers.
Probably Sharon, he didn't do it yesterday.
I'm sticking to Natasha, I'm not really trusting the others except for Steve and Bucky even tho they seem nice.
She sits down on the couch, I sit to her.
Steve walks in.
„Y/N, can I talk to you real quick?"
I nod and go to him.
„Come." he opens the door.
We walk out of the room.
„What's wrong?"
„I called Sharon."
„I thought that, what did she say?"
„She can't come today but she will tomorrow."
„How'd she react?"
„She couldn't believe it, like all of us."
„Mhm."
„But don't worry, I already explained much to her."
„Thanks."
„Let's go back inside."
I nod and walk through the door again.
He walks behind me.
I sit down to Natasha again.
I look around the room.
Everyone's so happy.
I'm quite happy too, I haven't feel this feeling in like forever.„Food is ready!" Wanda calls.
Everyone gets some food and we all sit down again.
We sit together. The others talk, I just sit here too and eat. I wouldn't know what to say. I haven't seen such a fellowship in ages, it amazes me.
Someones phone is ringing.
„Oh, sorry." Tony says and stands up. „I'll be right back."
I look at him.
„Yes, what is it?" he says as he walks away.
My gaze wanders to Steve.
He doesn't look bothered.
I just continue eating.
A few minutes later, Tony walks in.
„We gotta talk later." he whispers as he walks past me.
I look at him.
I think I already know what we're gonna talk about.Everyone finished eating.
Wanda and Vision cleared the table and are doing the dishes.
Sam and Bucky sat on the couch, Tony and Steve walk out of the room and Bruce also went too.
Natasha helps me with this phone.
„You turn it on here." she says and presses a button on the side.
The screen lights up.
„There's no password, you gotta enter one later but first, let's do the basics." she says.
Natasha explained everything to me.
I now know how to use it.
„I wanted to give you my number but everyone's number is already saved."
„Just one thing.."
„Yeah?"
„What do I use earphones for?"
„When you listen to music for example and noone else should hear it, just plug them in and only you will hear the music."
„Ok, Ima try it later."
„Let's make a selfie of us as the first photo in your gallery."
I nod and hold my phone.
She puts an arm around my shoulder and holds up two fingers.
I just smile and take a photo.
„Perfect." she says as I open it in the gallery.
„Thanks."
„No problem."
Tony walks up to us.
„Hey Y/N, would you please come with me?" he asks.
„Yeah." I say and stand up.
„I'll see you later, Y/N." Natasha says.
I nod and we walk away.
Bucky watches us.
I glance at him, he looks a little worried.
„Fury called me." Tony says.
He immediately has my attention.
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The Shadow Sholdier
FanficThis is a rewritten version of a fanfic from @jamesbarnes107th. It's their first story. I thought some things weren't explained enough and some stuff happend in the story that are not quite good (in my opinion). Check them out :) Hope you like my v...