The Shadow Sholdier

It's training

I quickly change my clothes and tie my hair in a half up, half down bun.
I take my shoes and sit down on the bed.
Hopefully I'll get my weapons back.
I'm used to fight with them, I've done it for years. It would be bad if I had to learn to fight with new ones.
I tie my shoes.
I sigh and look at my hands.
The scratches are still there.
So many little scars.
I also still got the bruises.
It was a good fight if I got wounds on my body, at least that's what Hydra ‚taught' me. It may be like that, but as Steve said ‚It's just a training fight, it's not a real case.'
It knocks.
„Y/N!" Natasha yells.
She pulled me out of my thoughts.
„Coming." I say and stand up.
I take my phone and a water bottle and leave my room.
„Finally." she says ironically.
„Let's just go." I say and walk past her to the lift.
She follows me.
„Why so pissed within ten minutes?"
I look at her.
„Nothing, I'm sorry."
The lift doors open.
We walk in.
„You can tell me." she says.
I sigh.
„I just feel like I'm in the wrong place, even tho this was basically my life before but it doesn't feel like it. I can't remember any of you guys and that's what makes me pissed."
„I understand. Well it's hard to find your place in this world. Even I still don't know it. But I'm sure it will get better again."
„Hopefully."
„Let's focus on training for now, ok? We can continue talking about this after."
I nod.
The doors open.
We walk out.

Natasha opens the door.
Nobody's in the gym.
„I guess they're late." she says.
I shrug.
„The top looks good on you by the way. Expresses your shoulders."
„Thanks." I say and smile slightly.
I put my phone and the bottle on one of the benches at the side.
„What now? Do we wait?" I ask while wrapping my hands.
„Yeah, or do you wanna start?" she responds.
„Stretching maybe?"
„Ok."
We sit down and start stretching.
Meanwhile Steve and Bucky enter the gym.
„A little late, are you?" Nat says and smirks.
„Sorry." Steve says and puts his bag on the bench.
„It's fine, just get started."
They join us.
I stand up, crack my fingers and stretch my arms.
Everyone's doing his own warm up.
I finished and wait for the others.
Weird.
I'm faster than them.
Why?
How am I faster than them?
I guess because of my training from Hydra.
Let's just not think about that.
„Ok, everyone's ready?" Steve asks.
„Totally." Nat says.
Bucky and I nod.
„Perfect. Now let's do a little one on one for the start." he says and looks at Bucky and me. „Remember it's just training."
I smirk.
He rolls his eyes.
„You know what, you fight her and I him. We change partners after a few minutes, so that everyone fought everyone once." Steve says.
„Fine."
I look at Natasha.
She nods.

We go to the mats.
Nat and I face eachother.
She smirks, I keep my pokerface.
I raise my fists.
„Are we playing like that?" she asks.
I stare in her eyes.
„What's that about?"
„Checking if you pay attention." I say.
„I always do."
„Really?"
I strike.
She dodges and grabs my arm.
„Hmpf."
I try to free me from her grib and trip her up.
I succeed.
She falls on the ground.
„Uff."
And pulls me down along with her.
„Ugh."
I quickly get up again.
„You're so fast with what you're doing. How do you do that?" she asks and gets up too.
I look at her.
She takes a step towards me and suddenly strikes out.
I dodge and put her in a headlock.
„Wow, that's a really old trick. No wonder it didn't work." I say.
She tries to take my arms off of her neck.
„No chance, darling."
Nat kicks me in the stomach.
I let go of her.
„Too easy."
„Ты, сука!" I say loudly. „я сломаю тебе нос!"
(„You bitch, I will break your nose.")
She stops and looks at me confused.
„Ты говоришь по-русски?"
(„You speak Russian?")
Shit.
„Да."
(„Yes.")
„How do you know that? You couldn't speak it before." she asks.
Hydra.
Think, Y/N, think.
„Not important, I just know how to speak it." I answer.
She raises a eyebrow.
Exact in the moment in which she opend her mouth to say something, Steve and Bucky came up to us.
„Are you finished?" he asks.
Natasha is still a little confused I think.
„Yes." I say and look at him.
„Perfect, then let's switch. You come with me and Bucky and Nat fight."
I nod and walk with him to the other side.