here for you - matt

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possible tw: mentions of death, if not comfortable now or at any time reading, please skip <3.

Y/N's POV

My brother had just passed away 2 days ago, and I was completely heartbroken. I haven't left my room in 2 days, I haven't ate, showered, changed my clothes, I haven't talked to anyone, not even my boyfriend Matt. He's been texting me nonstop for the last 2 days asking me if I'm okay, but I haven't answered him. Me and my family were well known on social media, so once my family started posting about it, everyone knew.

randomuser (your sister)

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(I literally got the picture on google omg)
liked by christophersturniolo, user3, and 581,275 others.

randomuser- such an old picture but such a good memory. I've spent the last 2 days trying to figure out how this could be true. My little brother, my bestest friend ever is no longer with us. It's only been 2 days but it's already so so hard. I don't know how to wrap it around my head that you're gone. I'll never be able to accept it. I miss you so so so so much. you're with me forever, I love you.

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After she had posted that, my phone immediately started blowing up with text messages, mostly from Matt.

Matt💟
i love you. so much.
Matt💟
Baby I'm so sorry
Matt💟
I just saw your sisters post I'm so so sorry baby.
Matt💟
im coming baby. im coming to see you.
Matt💟
ill be there in 5 minutes. I love you.

About 10 minutes later my bedroom door opened, and I felt my bed dip down, and arms pull me on top of someone, and I immediately knew it was Matt. "I'm here baby, im here.." he whispered, and I broke down into his chest. Matt just held me tightly, and as close to him as he could, rubbing my back. "I miss him so much," I sobbed. "I know baby, I know.. I'm so sorry," he whispered into my ear. "I'll never see him again," I cried. "Let it all out baby, everything you need to just let it out, im right here. im here for you baby."

I sat up and looked at him, and he looked at me and I could see his heart break when he saw my face. "I don't know what to do Matt," "and that's okay baby.. you just found out 2 days ago, you take all the time you need, okay? Life doesn't go back to being normal after 2 days, it could take 2 months baby, it could possibly even take a year, maybe even longer. You take whatever time you need to take care of yourself until you feel better. If you wanna lay here for the next 2 weeks and just cry then you can do that baby, whatever helps you feel better, okay?" "Will you stay with me?" I whispered to him.

"Of course. I'm not going anywhere baby. Not for a long time," he said, and I laid on top of him and laid my head in the crook of his neck and closed my eyes. "Go to sleep beautiful, I can tell you haven't slept much. I'm right here and I'll still be here when you wake up, I love you." He kissed my temple. "I love you," I mumbled, before passing out. I felt Matt rubbing my back and kissing my head every so often, I will never know how I was so lucky to find Matt.

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