summary: in which you have been receiving hate for dating your boyfriend, and when you guys film a youtube video everything comes crashing down at once, causing you to breakdown.
y/n's pov
"what the fuck is up youtube!" chris yelled at the camera. we were filming a car video for the triplets' channel. we were doing, yet again, another q&a. "today we are joined by matt's girlfriend, y/n!!!" nick yelled, and i just smiled and waved. i've been receiving comments and dms, hateful ones, at that, for every little thing that i do. so i've been just trying to stay out of the way recently, until they dragged me out to come film this video. "in honor of 5 million, we decided we're gonna do another q&a, just for the new people to get to know us!" chris said.
"im matt," "im nick," "and im chris," they introduced themselves. "we live in LA, but we're from somerville. we're 20, we've been dreaming of being youtubers our whole lives, and now we're at 5 million subscribers which is fucking insane," chris said, and i just sat back and smiled, watching them. i was so proud of them. they finished up with all the basic questions. "okay, now! we asked you guys to ask us questions on our instagram story, so we're gonna answer some!" nick said. "favorite music artist," he said. "skies." chris answered immediately.
"i like skies too, and dominic fike, ya know.." matt said. "i like doja cat! i could go on a whole rant on why i love her." "please don't," chris groaned. "how about you, y/n?" nick asked me. "oh, uhm.. i like skies, but i also like.. like uhm harry styles and whatnot," i shrugged. matt looked at me, giving me the look as if he was asking if i was okay, and i just looked at him and nodded. we answered a few more, until nick gave me the phone. "you wanna pick one?" i took it from him and scrolled, until i saw almost all of them were about me. "why is matt with y/n?" "why are you guys even friends with y/n? ew." "why is y/n in all your videos...."
"babe?" matt asked. i looked up, "did you find one?" "no, they're all about me.." i said. "why don't you answer them then?" chris asked. i looked up at him, "this is more so for you guys to answer! why is matt dating y/n? why are you guys friends with y/n? why is she in your videos?" i read off, giving nick back his phone, tearing up. "chris shut the camera off," nick said. matt looked at me and got out, coming over to my side of the car and opening the door, pulling me into his arms. "everyday!" i cried into his chest. "everyday i get comments and dms, they hate me." i said. "it's okay baby, i'm right here."
"we'll take care of it y/n," nick said. "no! cause then i'll get shit on for that too, they watch every move i make waiting for me to do something wrong, then that's all they talk about!" i cried, wiping my eyes. all 3 of them looked at each other, before matt brought me back into his arms. "i love you," he told me. "i love you," i mumbled into his neck. he rubbed my back for a few minutes until i was calmed down, and we went back to their house. they didn't wanna film an outro, they didn't even wanna post the video now. we got back to their house and again, matt came over to my side, grabbing my hand and we walked inside.
nick and chris went to their rooms, and me and matt went into the living room and sat on the couch. "come here," he opened his arms, and i snuggled into his side. "i love you, i really do. i hate that i can't stop them from treating you like this, you know if i could i would immediately," he said. "it's okay, it's not you who's doing it, i'll be okay," i mumbled, laying on his chest. i closed my eyes, and next thing i knew matt spoke up, "there. that should help it." "what do you mean?" "check your phone."
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