𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙤 𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨

i'm here - matt

requested?: yes!

possible tws!: mentions of starving yourself

summary!: can you do an imagine where matt finds out yn is starving herself? if you can't i totally understand why. YOUR FREAKING GORGEOUS BTW

notes!: thank you for the request and for the kind words!! i hope you like it <3!

y/n's pov
"hi pretty girl," matt smiled, coming into his room. they had just came back from filming their car video for this week. "hi," i smiled. "we're gonna go get something to eat, you wanna come eat?" he asked. "i'm not really hungry, but i'll still go with you guys," i said. truth is, i was hungry. but i couldn't eat, i've read so many comments telling me to lose weight and have seen so many people on social media who are skinny and beautiful. so, i decided that starving myself was the best option, even though deep down i knew it wasn't.

i haven't ate in 6 days, and now i was afraid my plan was going to be ruined, and matt was gonna find out, because i'm spending the night here tonight, and i know when they make breakfast in the morning and i don't eat, it'll be like a red flag to him. he's so caring and i know that he'll definitely notice something is off if i don't eat breakfast. "okay baby," he smiled. "we're just going to some pizza shop," he added on and i nodded. "can i take a hoodie?" i smiled, "you know you never have to ask beautiful," he leaned down and kissed me.

we eventually made it to the pizza place, and i sat next to matt while chris and nick sat on the other side of us. "you sure you don't want any baby?" matt asked as our pizza came to our table. "no, i'm okay," i smiled at him and he nodded. "dude pizza at 10 at night is a vibe, we should do this all the time," chris said. "i don't know but i'm going home and going to bed," nick said. we finished up and paid, and we went back to the triplets house, and we all went to bed.

it was the next morning, and i woke up to no matt. i got up and did everything i needed to, before going into the kitchen. "oh morning y/n, i was just about to come in and ask you. i'm ordering mcdonald's for breakfast what do you want?" he asked. fuck. "uhmm, actually i'm okay, i'm not hungry," i said. "babe, you didn't eat the whole time you were with us yesterday, are you feeling okay?" he asked. "yeah, i'm just not hungry," i shrugged, and he gave me a look and i immediately looked away. "nick, order her (whatever you want) me and her are gonna go talk," matt said, grabbing my hand, bringing us back into his room.

we sat on his bed and looked at me, "what's going on y/n?" matt asked. "nothing," i looked down. "baby, i'm here, i wanna help you, but i can't unless you talk to me," "nothings wrong!" i said. "y/n, you broke eye contact with me, that's how i knew you were lying," he said. "why do you have to know me so well," i mumbled. "talk to me, sweetheart, what's wrong?" he asked softly. "i've been reading comments, and i've seen so many beautiful people on social media, and i want to look like them, matt. so i've been.. uhm," i looked down.

"take your time," he said, rubbing my hand with his thumb. "i've been starving myself, for.. today would be the seventh day," i said. "baby," he lifted my chin up to make me look at him. "that's not healthy baby, i know you think that that would help, but starving yourself is actually the worst choice, you're gonna hurt yourself baby. listen to me, you are the most beautiful perfect girl i have ever met, and you do not need to change. social media is fake, y/n, none of those models actually look like that, it's all edited and photoshopped. what you see isn't real, it's all fake," he said.

"and for the comments, they are 12 year olds who are bored and have nothing to do, so they tear other people down. nothing they say matters, my love. you are my beautiful girl, no matter what. i'm here, and i'm gonna help you, okay? even if we have to start out small. i don't like that you're starving yourself, baby. you're seriously gonna hurt yourself, so please, let me help you," he said, and i looked at him and nodded. "i'm sorry," i said. "no no no, you don't have to be sorry baby, it's okay, but now that you told me, we're gonna get through this, okay? i love you," he told me. "i love you," i said as i wrapped my arms around him.