𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙤 𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨

club heaven - chris

requested?: no

summary!: in which you perform your new song 'club heaven' for the very first time, which is about your best friend that passed away, and you cry on stage.

notes!: i love nessa so much and i've just loved this song so much since it came out, i've listened to it abt 150 times now, and it like just came out yesterday. i just figured this could be a cute little imagine. also, i am taking requests or ideas! you can message them to me, and feel free to send more than one!

y/n's pov
today was my first show of my tour. i was in LA, and thankfully chris was here, along with nick and matt. i would be performing my new song today, called club heaven. i wrote it for my best friend, who passed away not too long ago. i was in my green room getting ready, when the door opened, and chris came in. "hi beautiful," he smiled at me. "hi baby," i smiled. he walked over and wrapped his arms around my shoulders from behind, looking at me through the mirror.

"are you sure you'll be okay performing your new song? you get emotional every time you hear it, baby," he rubbed my shoulder with my thumb. "i should be okay, i practiced it a few times earlier so i could make sure that didn't happen," i told him, putting my hand on top of his. "okay, but if you do, it's okay baby, everyone will understand," he kissed my temple. "i know," i smiled at him. "are you almost ready? it's almost 7," he said, and i checked the time. 6:45. "i'm ready" i smiled.

it was time for me to go out and get ready to go on stage. my intro started, and i walked out on stage, and was met with a lot of people screaming. i looked around and smiled, all these people came to see me. "hi! so i wanna start with my new song, club heaven, so i can get it out of the way just in case i get emotional, uhm.. i wrote it about my best friend who's no longer with us, i hope you guys like it," i smiled, and everyone cheered, and some people held up hand hearts. the music started and i took a deep breath.

"i hope you know i'm sorry, that i'm not with you right now. can't pick up when you call me, can't hear it through the clouds," tears started building up behind my eyes, and i tried blinking them away. i closed my eyes and kept singing, trying to keep myself together, but unfortunately, that never works out for me. "a city full of angels, that's missing the best one," the tears started falling down my face. "what if i, can't get in? how will i, see you again?" the tears were very noticeable at this point, and my voice was cracking.

"what if i, can't get in? how will i, see you again? i hope you're dancing in club heaven," i finished the song, and everyone cheered. i wiped my eyes and looked around, and there were other people who were crying also. i let a sob out, and i walked off of stage and right into chris' arms, and he held me tightly. "i know baby, you're okay," he whispered, rubbing my back. "i'm so proud of you," he told me, kissing my head. "and she's proud of you too baby," he squeezed me tighter.

"i thought i would be okay, it's just, i guess knowing that she wasn't here with me, when she's supposed to be," i sniffled. "i know baby, and i'm sorry. it's okay to be emotional, all of those people understand, they're here for you." he said. after a few minutes i finally calmed down, and pulled away from chris. "you okay now?" he gave me a soft smile, and i smiled a little and nodded. "i love you," i told him, kissing him. "i love you," he said as we pulled away, pulling me into another quick kiss.

i'm not sure if i'm a big fan of this one, it was cute in my head but now after i wrote it idk.