Dare to kiss a Valentine [Complete]

Chapter Thirty One

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Leaving with her

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Elia Shane's Pov

It's been 2 weeks since I last saw Seira. I don't know how I survive my midterm exam. Basta lumipas lang ang araw nayun ng wala ako sa sarili.

Kahit walang pasok, pumapasok parin ako hoping to see her. Nagbabakasakaling andyan siya.

Maaga akong dumadating at diretso sa office nya. Clinging to that little chance.

Hoping to see her smiling when I entered.

But as always wala. Paulit ulit. Everytime. Every day. For the past week. Wala akong nakitang Seira.

The room feels so empty to me now. So dark and lifeless. Wala nayong saya.

Where is she? I miss her.

Seira where are you?

I could feel my tears building up again. Sumisikip na naman ang dibdib ko. Parang dinudurog.

Punatahan mo na ako please. Your baby is hurting aren't you worried?

Huminga ako ng malalim. I miss you so damn much Seira.

Lumapit ako kung saan siya palaging nakaupo.

I sit on her swivel chair, tumingala ako. Gazing at the plain white ceiling.

Tumulo ang luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan. Hinayaan ko ito hangang umagos na sila ng tuluyan.

Why can't they let us be. Bakit kailangan pa nila kami ipaghiwalay?

Yun ang palaging tumatakbo sa isip ko.

I want to run to her. Pero palagi nila akong pinipigilan. I can't even step foot to their mansion. Bantay sarado lahat. Kahit sa condo nya hindi na ako pweding pumasok.

I tried na makausap si Lolo. But he's not in the country. Timing nga naman. Pambihira!

I asked Aideen, Arcane and Neisha for help. Pero hindi nila ako pwedeng tulungan for a reason that I don't care about!

I just want to see her. For a minute lang. Or even a second! Just...

Just...

"Let me see her." I whimper crying. My shoulders are shaking. I feel so drained.

Hindi ko na alam anong pwede kong gawin in order to see her.

Gustong gusto ko siyang puntahan. Yakapin ng mahigpit.

Pagod ako. But I can't sleep.

All I'm thinking is seeing her.

Ano bang pwede kong gawin para makita siya.

Please lang naman oh.

I'm ready to beg.

Putang luha.