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Hawk
Hey is your uncle ok? Idk how to describe it but he seems a little off

Penelope 💜
Not really. He's been really stressed out about medical bills from the hospital

Hawk
Oh
That's understandable

Penelope 💜
I feel really bad about it. Me being there cost so much money
Staying in the room alone cost so much day to day
Not including the care, the medication, the CT scans, x rays

Hawk
None of that is your fault

Penelope 💜
If I had not been there to start with than none of this would be a problem now

Hawk
It's not your fault that u were there either

Penelope 💜
It all just feels like my fault

Hawk
It's not

Penelope 💜
If you say so
I just don't know what we're going to do

Hawk
What do you mean?

Penelope 💜
How are we supposed to pay those bills on a teacher's salary?

Hawk
Oh

Penelope 💜
Yeah
I know that it's not something I should be worried about but I can't help it
I feel like I caused all of this grief

Hawk
Stop saying it's ur fault bc it isn't Penelope
You tried to stop the fight
You did something good

Penelope 💜
And my family pays the price for it?
The world is so backwards

Hawk
I know it is
But pls know that this isn't at all ur fault
I don't want you to think u did smtg wrong when it was the rest of us

Penelope 💜
I don't blame you or anyone else

Hawk
Then don't blame yourself either pls

Penelope 💜
Okay I'll try
I just wish there was something I could do to help Uncle Don

Hawk
You guys don't have any savings?

Penelope 💜
Whatever savings my uncle used to help Frankie and move us here

Hawk
What did Frankie need help with?

Penelope 💜
I can't tell you that. She'd have to tell you that if she ever wanted you to know
Forget I mentioned that please

Hawk
OK
Well is there anything else that could pay the bill?

Penelope 💜
My grandma is sending a check but she's retired, so it's only so much

Hawk 
Who sends checks anymore?

Penelope 💜
Eli she's old fashioned
Also not the point

Hawk
Sorry
Well there has to be smtg we can do

Penelope 💜
"We"?

Hawk
Yes "we"
I'm not going to let u stress over this alone
I want to help

Penelope 💜
That's very sweet of you Eli, but you don't have to do anything

Hawk
I want to

Penelope  💜
Thank you
So what can we do?

Hawk
That's a good question
But don't worry love, we'll figure smtg out
I love you

Penelope 💜
I love you too

Hawk stared at the text as he popped a pill into his mouth, asking himself how much she would love him if she only knew... 

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So I've been experimenting with different ways to convey text messages and I think this is my favorite style. I hope you guys don't mind, I know it's different from how I've written them earlier in this book, but I think I'll be doing it this way going forward. 

Anyway, this was a short chapter, but I've been a little stuck on how to move past this part lol. I know what happens next, it's just a matter of getting there! XD I struggled a bit and then remembered this was an idea. 

Thoughts on this chapter? I would love to hear them. 

I mean, Hawk can't hide his problems from Penelope forever, but will he try to? 

And poor Donnie 😓 

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