I hated you for the way you lied to me.
You said that girl meant nothing to you
WHY DID YOU LIE?
I hated you for the way you looked at me when I was angry.
Suddenly all of my worries would melt away.
I could stay angry at you for hours, but with one word or touch you could make me forget.
I hated the way you tickled me.
Like it was another kind of game you loved to play.
WASN'T I YOUR FAVORITE GAME?
I hated the way you cried.
God, when you cried.
It was like my whole world was shattering.
I had to hold you, touch you, kiss you, make the pain go away.
I hated it when you ignored me.
Sometimes like my problems were nothing, right?
I hated the way you made me go back and forth.
I ran to and from you.
I would still go running to you if I could.
I hated the way you wiped my tears away.
Not because you were helping me.
Because I felt like I didn't deserve you.
I hated the way you made me feel.
Like nothing could stop the fire.
I hated the storm you caused in my head.
I hated the way you lit my body ablaze with passion
The kisses, your hands between my thighs.
The moans, the screams.
"DON'T STOP."
I hated the way we fought.
You were right.
I was wrong.
You were wrong.
I was right.
Today, I realize that YOU WERE ALWAYS RIGHT.
I hated the way you loved me in my darkest days.
Why couldn't you have just told me I was crazy?
I hated you for the way you stayed.
You stayed through it all.
I hate the way, that as I write this, I'm crying.
I hate the way you don't want me anymore.
I hate you for leaving me.
I hate you.
"I COULD NEVER HATE YOU
NO MATTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU."
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Distant Thoughts
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