What the fuck is wrong with you?
You and everyone else ask me that day after day and
Don't you know that I wish
I had the goddamn answer?
I wish I could spell it out for you
I wish I could tell you
I wish I knew what you wanted me to say and I wish
That the things I need to say were things you wanted to hear.
I'm sorry
I guess that's all I'm trying to say.
I'm sorry that I'm as distant the sun setting against the horizon and I
Never know what to say and I'm sorry
That my hands are earthquakes and my
Eyes are storms and I'm sorry that
I tear my skin apart just to see if I can
Figure out how all the wires in the body work and I'm
Sorry that you cause an avalanche inside my head when you try and touch me and I'm
Sorry I can't write beautiful things and I'm sorry that I can't be everything you need and I'm sorry that I can't be enough for you.
You are enough for me
(So why did you leave)
All that matters is that I'm back now
(So why am I still dying inside while you're with me)
Tomorrow will be a better day
(So why does every day just get worse and you don't notice)
I'm here for you
(So why do you run when I try and tell you I need help)
I love you
(So why are you hurting me)
Why do you say sorry so much?
Because I know the truth I know that
(It's me who ruined your life and I'm sorry I'm still in it)
The reason you're hurting is because I destroyed every piece of you
(Why are you still here after all these things I've done?)
I want to fix it but I can't and I'm sorry and
(Please just stay with me, I don't want you to leave. Will you hold my hand?)
I love you with every piece of me and I'm sorry
(I'm broken)
I just hope that as time goes you can forget all these things I've done
(I hope that you can forget me.)
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Distant Thoughts
Poetryhow to: get over your first love write a book about your experience with heartbreak -- 1. "You are like the wind Sometimes here, sometimes not Maybe I ought To have known that now Is the time you aren't" 2. "I'm running out of things to say Please...
