Depressed Peter parker

Seventeen

It got worse flash texted me bad things I was scared to go outside I didn't told anyone that because he said if I will it get worse for them and I don't want that I don't want them to be in danger and afraid I just want them to be happy.  I started self harming again they didn't noticed it the regret after eating won't stop either

I got a text from flash again

Flash:
Couldn't keep you mouth shut I already killed one of your friends what do you think who should I kill next?

I knew I should anweser but I did I always did

Me:
Please flash just kill me not them I beg you to let them live

Flash:
Nah then I wouldn't have fun with you and see how you break in pieces slowly

I'm already broken what the fuck why is he so obsessed with me?

Me:
I do everything thing you want just let them alone

Flash:
Everything? I want?

Me:
Yes! Just let them be alive please

Flash:
Come over at college today at 7pm I send you the address

Me:
So you don't kill them?

Flash
We see after today

Me:
Okay I come over

Flash:
See you later penis Parker

I knew I shouldn't go I shouldn't even texted him but if there is a chance my loved ones will survive I take it no matter what it costs

"Spidey?" Harry asked I looked up from my phone

"do you now always call me spidey?"

"Yeah it's your new nickname from now on" he said and ruffled my hair

"i  go and watch some tv with Bucky again you want to come?" I asked

"sure" he said

We were watching doctor who when I again got a message from flash

Flash:
Take clothes with you

Me:
Why?

Flash:
You see soon enough

Me:
Fine

I looked at the time it was 3pm so only 4 hours left till I have to go to flash he already texted me his address I put my phone away and watched doctor who again Bucky was eating m&m's this time and Harry is zoned out I think and I am just sitting here thinking of what flash might do to me will he hurt me? Definitely! Will he stab me? Probably! But why do I need clothes? He doesn't care if my clothes would be full of blood he doesn't care about anything so why the fuck does he want that I come over? What will he do to me? This question wouldn't go out of my fucking  head.

"I have to do something" I said and went to my room I packed my bag already I put clothes in it and a knife I probably don't use but i feel a bit saver with it. I waited for 5pm to arrive then I grapped my back bag and said I go out for a while and left before anyone could do anything about it

It was 7pm I was in front of flash college room I knocked on the door he opened it

"so you did come thought you were to scared"

"I-"

he interrupted me "give me you bag" he ordered so I did because I was way to scared of him to say no to him "what's this freak?" He toke the knife out