Depressed Peter parker

Thirty one

„Oh come on Parker don't be like that it's not like your not used to it" flash said when I cried after after he hit and stab me for it feels like days but it was really just 7 hours

It's just an illusion I told myself maybe a nightmare but it's definitely not the real flash the real flash died many weeks ago Bucky killed him.
he can't hurt me anymore

"Poor penis Parker don't know if it's real or not" he laughed at me

"s-stop-ju-just-stop" I begged of course it didn't made a Change if I beg or not it never helped but it I always begged I don't know why

"Nope I'm gonna break you into killing yourself" he said and beated me up

It was over.

I just have 20 stab wounds and he only hit me 200 times but he beated me up really bad it wasn't like the other times he did it

It wasn't much today

I could stay up and I did I looked flash into the eyes and my fear of him I had all this years disappears and turned into anger

"YOU SON OF A BITCH DESTROYED MY FUCKING LIVE! ITS TIME FOR AN FUCKING APOLOGIZE!" I shouted

"I'm sorry"

"A sorry won't do it I'm afraid" I said and walked torwards him

He is maybe not the real flash but I could my anger let out at him anyway even when it's just a dream, a hallucination or an illusion or everything of this three above

I could fight him.

I wasn't scared anymore.

I was angry

He destroyed my live he gotta pay for it

"You fucking destroyed my fucking live you gotta pay for it!"

"I'm not the real one parker"

"Doesn't matter anymore, I don't care if you're real or not you hurt me you destroyed everything and I wanna do the same to you!"

"I'm just an illusion stupid boy" flash said and disappears

No...no

I wanted to fight him fuck I don't have the change anymore do I? He's dead and so will I be soon or later...

I could fight the hallucination at least I could try.

I couldn't fight the real flash

He won.

He broke me.