„You can't escape me" flash appeard when I tried to sleep I ignore him for some reason what Bucky thaught me didn't work „oh come on penis Parker I know you don't sleep" I ignore him „you bitch" he walked torwards me but he can't do anything he can't touch me it's just in my imagination right? It's just an hallucination an imagination of my head he can't hurt me I told myself but he just walked torwards until he was standing in front of me
"you better learn how to responds parker" he grapped me and pushed me off the bed
This can't be happening he is dead it's just a dream yeah that's it it's not real
He kicked me at every part of my body
"t-this is n-not re-re-real"
"it is"
"yo-you're ly-lying"
"whatever makes you sleep at night parker" he hold his belt out I got bad memories from it
"pl-please st-stop" I begged but he began to hit me
He hit me 50 times
"pl-please" I cried
"learn to responds next time and this wouldn't had happened!"
"I-I h-hate y-you" i mumbled
"I know"
"t-this is ju-just a dr-dream"
"maybe it is maybe it's just an illusion"
"no" I wishpered please don't let it be mysterio again "M-mysterio?" I asked
But I didn't Got an anweser
„Pete come on wake up" I heard a voice say I opened my eyes
"what?"
"you just had a nightmare" dad said
And then i rememberd what it was about...
It was about flash even in my dreams he won't leave me alone but at least he is dead it wasn't real it was just a dream Right? But then why did it felt so real?
„Wanna tell me what it was about?" dad asked when I calmed down a bit
"uh not really"
"it was about flash wasn't it I heard you you begged him to stop it hurted me so much seeing you like this"
He heard me beg flash to stop how embarrassing is that?
"It was terrible" I hugged him
"it was just a dream it wasn't real remember he is dead he can't hurt you alright?
"but- but it felt so real maybe it was mysterio!"
"I don't think that remember he's dead too"
So it was all just a dream
"I'm here for you we all are" he kissed me on my forehead „try to sleep for a bit it's only 4am" he throw a blanket on me and gave me a goodnight kiss
Oh I woke him up that wasn't nice of me I should shame me for waking him up just because I had a stupid nightmare
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Depressed Peter parker
FanfictionI don't know what to put here I have really to much free time Tw: Self harm Suicidal thoughts Eating disorder Flash Abuse Mention of calories Sucide And more The whole book is basically a trigger warning so don't read if it triggers you
