Please Remember me and don't forget me...

Day 37

Amy's p.o.v
It's hard to be alone nowadays... I've worried everyone too much... Apart from being put in a coma not too long ago, I'm now having what my friends have been calling breakdowns more frequently... Breakdowns- moments which must somehow relate to my lost memories of sonic where I begin to cry uncontrollably out of the blue (get it? Out of the blue? Because sonic... He's blue...Okay bad joke).

I've wrote all the times I've had "breakdowns" in my fluffy pink pocketbook, trying to connect the dots, of course I have hidden it from the others... I have already worried them enough from everything that's happened with me... Besides they've all said I should take a break from trying to remember for now...Why am I hiding in the bathroom? All my friends have already been worried about me enough and I do not want to worry them further with this...

Hiding from the group I try to think and examine the clues I already have in my own house.
1) cream's house- creamy asked if I went to Tails house to find out more about my lost memory.
2) Blaze's castle- she asked me if I was ok, it probably reminded the part of me that forgot sonic about whatever happened.
I would then hear a knock on the door, "miss Amy?... are you alright in there?" It's the voice of my bestest and closest friend, Cream.
Immediately I hold my pocketbook tighter and try to think of an excuse, "sorry creamy I'll be out in a bit longer... Cramps..."
I'd hear her voice now slightly startled, "o-oh of course, take your time miss Amy" I'd hear her then walk down the steps and I let out a sigh of relief. It's going to be hard figuring out what happened if  I keep trying to hide what is happening from them. But I don't think I should talk to them about it yet... Anyway moving on...

3) The spa- A blue echidna came in happy a girl finally said yes to being his girlfriend
4) Manic's etiquette class- The cake, looked a lot like my birthday one.
5) Asking where sonic was...
I tap my chin with my pink pen momentarily and quietly, come to think of it I don't even know exactly what happened that day before going into a coma...

I unlock the door of the toilet and walk downstairs hiding the pocketbook and pen in my pocket. I bite my lip slightly because I know if I try to ask the others what happened, I'll either breakdown and worry them even more or I'll not breakdown but worry them because they'll think I might breakdown like I did so much a few days ago...

I walk down the steps of my house to go to the living room where all my friends are, all except sonic... He's still avoiding me...
Manic looked up from his phone, "you took a while we were beginning to get worried... you feeling ok?"
"Yeah sorry, I'm fine" I glance at cream she must have bought my lie although I'm slightly guilty for lying to my rabbit friend but out of all my friends, I know for a fact creamy is the one who would worry the most...
"She's just on her period" scourge explained before his girlfriend would smack the back of his head with her hand, not really hard but harsh enough, "I don't see the problem it's a normal thing isn't it?."
"Do you want some paracetamol hon?" Rouge glanced up from filing her nails.
"I'm fine don't worry, it's not that bad" I said knowing fully well it's not that bad because it's not there.

"Let's play something" the purple cat would say to switch the topic looking through my stash of board games and card games in my pink cabinet in the top right corner of the room, I sit down on the long pink couch beside cream. On the opposite side of the room, "truth or dare?."
"Yeah I'm down for that" Scourge would nod while the others would also agree.
"I'll ask sonic to if he wants to join also" tails would whip out his phone.
"He won't come, you should know that he's your best friend after all, it's no secret he's avoiding me..." I frown slightly despite this he continues to text sonic.
We played truth or dare for a while and the yellow fox wouldn't look up much from his phone, as expected the blue hedgehog doesn't turn up.

After an hour we end up watching movies, we have this tradition anytime a group of us are together we all put a movie of our choice in the jar and pick a movie out none of the movies get taken out until they've been picked, one of my older choices got picked, "A Monster In Paris" I grinned immediately after cream read out the name of the movie she picked out from the jar. Everyone instantly knew it was my choice since I enjoyed romance movies so much. Shadow would groan along with manic and scourge.
"Come on guys don't be such kill joys" Tails exclaimed finally placing his phone down and resting his head on Cream's shoulder.
Cream would nod in agreement, "we watched Mr Shadow's horror movie choice last time from the jar and didn't complain."
I had a collection of romance movies on my shelf underneath the TV in front of us, Rouge would get the DVD out of the shelf- I've always preferred DVDs over having the movie in Netflix... I don't know the idea of having something always there without having to look and search is comforting... Is that strange? Maybe a bit too deep about DVDs...
"Sweeney Todd isn't that bad..." Shadow would frown folding his arms in defeat. I happily enjoyed the movie and we ordered pizza, since it was my choice of movie I also got to pick what we ordered, I personally enjoy Hawaiian pizza- controversial I know... However I also ordered mozzarella pizza so the others had another choice to eat in case they really despised my choice.

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After the movie the others decided to make themselves comfy to sleep over for the night so we could watch more movies- personally I think they all just want to make sure I'm okay... I'm carrying down the blankets and pillows from upstairs and hear a knock on the door I place the blankets and pillows down on the couch for the others to grab and take in the living room before approaching the front door and unlocking it.

I open the door to see a white plastic bag outside my door and couldn't help but be a bit surprised to see so many different type of pads and tampons in my bag. I look up to see a blue blur left behind...

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Hi I hope you enjoyed this chapter sorry the chapters are all taking so long to publish but I'm really trying to practice good story progression. For those who didn't know this story originally was written differently by me, but rereading it I hated how quick and fast pace everything was moving. I've always loved romance stories that take their time and when reading a lot of sonamy fanfics that's what I always wanted to see more and found I grew more attached to. Have a nice day and I'll do my best to keep writing this story to the best of my ability <3