Please Remember me and don't forget me...

Day 39

Amy's P.O.V
I love my friends but gosh, it's so early. It's 4 in the morning. What are we even going to do at 4am that could be more important than sleep?- actually I know exactly what we're going to do, it'll be the same thing we've done since my break down day 'morning walks'. I woke up tiredly to hear a knock on the door. Waking up I'm surprised to see no card or anything from sonic this time beside my bed. It's highly unlikely he'd knock either, I'm saying that because even when waking up from my coma he's had no common sense when it came to personal space. That's not a bad thing, especially now that I've gotten used to it.

I tiredly throw on a hot pink hoodie over my white pyjamas with pink hearts before heading down the stairs, I walk slowly trying to wake myself up more because right now my eyes are barely staying open as I make my way closer to my white front door. I unlock it to see a black and red hedgehog.

"Shadow?" I'm slightly surprised the last times I've been waken up this early it was Cream, Sally, Rouge... Repeat... They've been waking me up early on morning walks saying it will distract my mind from breakdowns, I really think I should be trying to work out the cause behind these breakdowns though.
"Come on, let's go..." he'd say before turning away from me and beginning to walk.
"H-hey wait up!" I stutter quickly grabbing my white puffy coat from the coat rack along with putting on my white trainers hastily and running our after him- gosh it's freezing.

***
I'm still sleepy... Shadow's left me at the cafe Rouge works in it is 6am now. My head is thinking back to me and shadow's discussion from this morning however right now I want nothing more than a nap and my head isn't focusing properly. I'm exhausted from waking up so early for these walks and sleeping late because my friends are worried to leave me alone, don't get me wrong I'm so thankful- incredibly thankful but again I just really really want a na-
"Hot chocolate for the pretty pink hedgie" The female bat would smile gently handing a white mug with hot chocolate and four big pink marshmallows on top.
I would tiredly give a small smile, "Morning Rouge."
"How are you feeling hon?"
"I'm good" I smile before holding the mug and taking a slow sip of my hot chocolate.
"Tikal should be here soon, she said you two will do card readings together at her place" I can't help but feel like a child that needs to be babysat 24/7 despite this I nod and smile, "alright..." I haven't talked to Tikal in a while anyway.
***
20 minutes have passed Rouge is working but she keeps a close eye on me, as if something awful will happen if she stays away too long.
I see an orange echidna soon walk in and she gives me a warm smile, "I'm sorry if I had taken too long"
"It's okay, I was enjoying my hot chocolate anyway- it's freezing today"
Rouge would smile walking near my table again, "bye hon I'll talk with you later"
I would give my bat friend a tight quick hug before walking away with Tikal to her place.
"So how have you been coping? I feel like it's been a while since it's just been the two of us- sorry about that..." she says as we make our way to the door.
"It's okay don't worry" I hold the cafe door open for her so she can walk out first and she glances down at my pyjama trousers, "I didn't get a chance to change, Shadow kinda sped ahead of me, but I get it trying to keep me distracted... At the same time I don't want to be a bother and worry you all so much... I still really want to know how and why I forgot sonic though..."
Her sky blue eyes would glance slightly towards me as if knowing something yet she remained quiet.
I bite my lip slightly wanting to ask about it, but decided to not push it in case it wasn't about me...

Sonic's P.O.V
I couldn't sleep not after that 'chat' with Shadow yesterday- This is probably the earliest run I've ever taken...
I see Amy's pink quills in the middle of my run and instantly hide behind an oak tree in the park hoping she didn't see me- thankfully it's cold today and there is a lot of fog this morning. "Shadow wait up!" shadow?... Shadow's with her? I didn't know they really hung out much, I don't think they're too close, I thought he had a thing for Rouge... Not Amy... But what does that have to do with anything?... I shake my head before slightly turning it to peer out from my hiding spot and I see the dark hedgehog walking in the distance with his hands in his pockets with Amy lingering not too far behind. It's not good to eavesdrop... But I wonder why he's walking with her today, I'm pretty sure Tails mentioned it's usually Cream, Sally and Rouge repeat. I hold my breath hoping he doesn't say anything bad about me. I already feel overwhelmed with guilt knowing she didn't want to remember me. I have to force myself to turn away, I don't have any right to listen to her conversations it's not fair, so I do what I do best... Run.