Please Remember me and don't forget me...

Day 74

Amy's P.O.V

Throw. Charity. Keep.

Three simple options to choose from. Easy enough, right?...Wrong. I thought I was ready to give up on my red dresses, but I'm so attached to them.

In with the new: that was easy enough all my new clothing have been neatly tidied away into my wardrobe. For now... Knowing me when deciding an outfit half of it will come out again so I can contemplate what to wear.

Out with the old: There was a reason I got them... They reminded me of something, but I can't remember what. Something important to me...

Placed on my bed as I'm standing looking at the dresses in front of me with my hand on my cheek thinking carefully. It feels like they're staring back at me, pleading for me to not give them away. It's like I can hear them say, 'Amy please! Don't get rid of me, you know you still love me!'

It would be a waste to get rid of them. Nothing is wrong with them. But at the same time, I feel this urge to get rid of them. Yet I'm hesitant something is holding me back... I gently smooth one of them out on my bed with my left hand.

Me and Cream bought me a bunch of new clothes yesterday. Originally it was to help cheer her up. However, I also wanted to make a change to my wardrobe. I thought it was time to get rid of the red and white dresses. I thought I was ready to get red of the red and white dresses. But... I'm not. I get a box from under my bed. It has some art supplies in it but plenty of room. For now, I guess it's fine if I keep them. It won't do any harm...

I frown slightly, looking at the dresses once more, which had been messily placed in the box before placing the clothing inside and under my bed tucked away out of sight.

Just like that, it feels like I'm letting go of something. Something deeper than dresses... I can't help but feel sad, but I'm ready to let go.