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-one month later-
one month passed since the conference you attended about the subjects of ymir.
one month passed since eren left all of you.
one month passed since you and eren got married in secret, before he left you.
you held his letter in your hands, reading it for the billionth time since it arrived. it wasn't saying much; only that he was good and that he was entrusting everything to zeke.
you left the paper on the space next to you, before you rushed to the bathroom. you sat on the cold floor while you held your stomach, hot tears running down your face.
every day was the same. waking up, feeling sick, crying, waiting for eren to come back, sleeping.
you were locked away in a room and you only went out to eat. it was a surprise you even wanted to do that.
nobody knew about your nausea and your morning sickness.
at first, you thought you had catched a cold, but as days passed, you started realizing that it wasn't normal for a cold to appear mostly in the mornings.
it didn't take you long to find out that you're pregnant. if you weren't curious as a child, you wouldn't know anything about the situation you were currently in.
but still, you had your doubts.
a knock came on your door before it slightly opened, revealing sasha. she closed the wooden door softly and walked towards your bed.
"you haven't eaten today" she said, worry evident in her voice.
"i was gonna come later"
she sat on the empty space across from you, a tiny bit of space between you. her eyes fell on the letter that rested next to you, before they focused back on your form.
"y/n, it's been a month... please, come out of this room..."
"i can't..." you said, feeling tears blur your vision again.
"why?"
you wanted to open your mouth and admit everything to her, but what if she'd turn her back on you? you didn't want to risk it and lose your best friend.
"y/n, you know you can tell me anything"
"will you get mad at me?"
"of course not!"
"will you stop talking to me?"
"y/n, don't be stupid! i could never!"
you took a deep breath and raised your head to look at her.
