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you were ready to take your horses and leave, when the priest admitted about the one who was able to talk about the secret of the walls. you were all shocked to hear the name of the blonde girl who had joined the survey corps, just some months ago.
"we've got to get to the battlefield now!" eren said.
"wait! i still don't know the names of everyone in the 104th..." hange said, looking at you as you walked away.
"she's the smallest girl in our year!" eren started.
"she has long blonde hair..."
"and she's cute!" you continued armin's sentence.
"it's the girl who's always with ymir!" mikasa added.
"what? ymir?"
. . .
-seventeen hours after the titans were spotted-
you were heading towards the utgard castle, leashes in one hand and a torch in the other. you looked at eren, worry evident in your face.
"are you sure you're okay with riding a horse?"
"yeah... i got plenty of sleep so i'm not that tired anymore" he answered, smiling softly at you.
he brought his horse closer to yours, making space between him and mikasa.
"what are you doing? i told you about morning..." you said, kinda in a whisper tone.
"i know! i just don't feel comfortable enough, after knowing she kinda eavesdropped us!" he whispered back.
you sighed and looked at mikasa, in case she heard you. once you made sure her head was facing forward, you relaxed. you and eren didn't say anything else, just silently enjoyed each other's company.
"do you think... she knows?" you asked, hesitantly.
"i doubt it"
"she would've killed me if she knew" he added.
you stayed silent as you looked at mikasa's direction. you couldn't deny it, you felt bad. lying and keeping secrets was something you never thought you'd do towards your older sister.
but you did it for good.
being in love felt like it was forbidden in this cruel world you were living.
what was the point if you didn't risk everything?
you could die any day, so that's why you chose this. choosing to be in a forbiddenrelationship with eren, was it.
