58. acolon

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A long time ago Levi had told me that you can tell that you're in love when you start to find someone cute who is objectively not.

if that's the case i've been in love for a long time

The problem is that Ymir is cute.

"You look concerned," Hannes chuckled, setting a steaming mug of tea down in front of me.

I AM

"Do you think Ymir is cute?" I blurted out.

this guy has heard about all of my woes- what's the point in hiding it any longer

"Cute? That's a first."

DEAR LORD I'VE FALLEN TOO DEEP

"Well I mean she's objectively attractive- I've just been struck by the fact that I find her cute."

levi was right i really am hopeless

god's weakest soldier

no more battles im tired

"Is that such a problem? I assume she thinks the same thing about you."

GAHHH

"I mean- I am cute."

"Alright," he shot me a smile, "I think you need to get back to that boat."

"I'm scared about what I'm going to do."

i'm not as mad as i was last night

my feelings have cooled

only to be replaced with fear, shock, and confusion

the soul crushing realization that i have feelings other than attraction

whatever will i do

"Well, it's been nice having you but I'm not interested in my establishment getting destroyed when she inevitably comes barreling in here looking for you."

that's fine

i'm honestly surprised she hasn't run after me already

has he considered that maybe i want to be chased after

"Alright- I'll get out of your hair."

"Go back to the ship, it's dangerous."

that's what everyone keeps on saying

"I'll take the long way back."

"Walk as fast as you can, I don't want to see this town destroyed while she looks for you."

"Ok fine- I get it you want me to confess to her."

"You're smarter than I gave you credit for."

"Thanks for the tea and the room."

and i guess the advice

"Get back safe."

"I'll try," the door swung shut behind me.

he's right i definitely worried her

and everyone else on the crew

i should get back

i'll take the long way

but i'll walk fast

I began retracing our steps from the other day, walking past the restaurant we got brunch at, before wandering through and endless maze of alleyways to the small courtyard we spent the end of our date at.

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