(Die)ry.

5/12/2015

I don't even know where to start.

I could start with prom and how horrible that whole day was. I could start with one of my brothers getting put in jail with false accusations for rape of a child. Or maybe I could start with graduation coming up on Monday and how I'll be the only person at Dylan's graduation party who is not graduating with them.

I don't know where to start.
Maybe none of it even matters though. Nobody reads this anyways. The only person who has half a clue what's going on in this whole disaster of a book is AJ. (Shoutout to you for being alive in my present day life.)

Prom day was horrible. I was alone and crying all day long. It sucked.

Nick is currently is jail because he had his best friend's gf sleep with him and she is only 12 years old. He's 18. He's such a fucking dumbass.

Graduation is Monday. Dylan's party is Saturday. He wants me to come, but I don't think I can do it alone. Maybe I'll make an appearance just to say congrats. I don't want to hang around and have people stare at me while I cry.

I hate this. I hate the fact that I'm too fucked up, mentally, to stay in school and deal with people's bullshit, just like everybody else, so now I don't get to graduate. I hate myself.

I wish I could be somebody else.

Anybody else.