6/11/2015

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I finally agreed to it. I agreed to it & I've never been so terrified before in my life. What is this? Is this even real? What does this make me?

I have so many questions & there aren't enough actual answers that I'll believe. I won't believe the truth of it because my Anxiety won't let me. I'm always gonna think of myself as faulty, mistaken, incorrect, or just plain dumb. Why did I agree to this? What have I done?

Maybe I'm just freaking out over nothing. This is what I'm supposed to do, right? I'm 19 years old. I'm supposed to make mistakes & live my life & kiss a few boys & make new friends & just be plain dumb...

But am I ready for this?

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