It feels horrible sometimes. Because you know you had fun and you know it was a good time & yet, you still feel sad. You still feel like it doesn't change. You know what's happened is a good thing & you're still really sad about everything. You feel like you're bringing everybody around you down; which you probably are, & that's not even the worst part. The worst part, is that you don't feel like you'll ever change for them and for yourself. You'll always be sad. You'll be the darkness that surrounds you eventually. That's the worst part. Turning into what you fear the most.

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