You know that moment when you feel as if you've done something so right & you're extremely happy & think, maybe, just maybe, you aren't as different as others, because you can do something so right; But then all of that comes crashing down when the realization hits you that what you thought you were doing that was "so right" was actually so not right?
Have you had that happen before? I have. More times than I can count.
I feel so useless now. I feel like just another one of "them" that they all get together & brag about, just long enough to feel themselves full of pride, & then "we're" just another story in the past.
Why did I do something so stupid? Something I knew I'd regret. Because now I'm left laying in my bathroom floor crying, begging for it to be taken back.
It might not be that great of a deal to others, but to me....it's a little piece of me that I'll never get back & never get to share with the one it was supposed to be shared with.
Why did I do this to myself? Why was I so stupid?
Why can't I pretty, please take it back?
Why?
Why?
Why?
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(Die)ry.
Non-FictionHonestly, this is more or less an online diary. All I do is rant on and on and talk about life. Twitter: @lelabelle7 Instagram: lelabelle90 its_art_dad
