I wasn't supposed to be a failure.
I just ended up that way.
I guess that's okay though. Not everybody can be amazing. Some of us have to be the examples of what's wrong with the world. The outcasts, as some would call us.
I just keep constantly thinking, "If you weren't so damn screwed up in the head you could've been like them. You could've had the same opportunities as the rest of the normal people out there."
I wasn't always like this though. A broken record of "Its Not Something I Can Control". I was normal once. Or I at least covered it up well enough that not even I could tell there was something wrong with me.
Something different.
Something. . . . .unfixable.
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