Chapter 21 : Jealousy

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Catras POV:

I didn't understand why Adora was pissed all of a sudden. Sure, Lonnie fucked us over both and she deserves whats coming for her but i feel like this is not what her bad mood is about. I get back to our Room after a quick goodbye to Crystal, who assures me we'll see each other later.

Crystal has a real good taste in Music and i find myself vibing well with her which rarely happens to me. The fact that she's easy on the eyes did not escape me but she ain't my Type. What i like most is that she does not set off my Gaydar one bit.

Walking in the Room, i find Adora on the Couch on her Phone with DT (Increased hearing has its advantages)

A: "not possible hmm? How about a restraining order?"

DT: "without proof?"

A: "right ...shit so we really can't do anything?"

DT: "i'll look into it Darling"

A: "so much for the justice system"

DT: "could be worse...i'd focus more on Prime than on Lonnie, Blondie. Have you considered my offer?"

A: "I think about it....where are you anyway?"

DT: "i'm never far"

A: "What's that supposed to mean?"

The call ended "damn that cryptic lizard"

"Hey....you wanna explain why you didn't wait?" i ask, sitting on the Chair opposite of Adora

"Not really no....i can't believe you are this calm about this" she explains, not looking at me

"I have dealt with this shit since i ran away from my 'Parents' that night....i just got used to it i guess"

"So I'm at fault, because i didn't?" Adora says, Crossing her Arms

"Who said that? What's wrong with you all of a sudden?" i ask Adora, touching her Hand

"I want to take care of Prime before...." she stops talking looking uncomfortable

"Before what?"

"Before you leave me again" hearing Adora say that breaks something inside of me

"Stop talking like i ever did that out of Choice. YOU MADE ME LEAVE!" i shout in her face, regretting it seconds later

"To keep you Safe Catra, not because i wanted you gone" Adora says, quietly

".....You sure about that?" i ask, bitterly before i can stop myself

".....my Head is killing me, i....im gonna take a nap" Adora says as she gets up, disappearing into her room for the first time, looking clearly hurt

"Fuck....why did i say that?" I say to myself, only slowly realizing what i just done. Over the Years, the frustration of running from Prime, my own 'Parents', my own Girlfriend....it all added up with noone near me to blame.....so i blamed Adora subconsciously for forcing me to leave when i was begging her not to. But then again, she is the Reason i'm still here...happy and alive.

I want to knock on her Door and apologize but ....maybe she needs space. I get in our Room and try calling Dr Casta, since i can't make our session later.

"Hello Catra, how are you doing?"

"...Bad. I ....i think i just took out my frustration on Adora" i say, sitting down on my Bed

"How so? explain what led to this circumstance?"

I give her a short version of the events that happened today, starting from when we met Mermista.

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