It's us against the world

5 - my first night

Warning! Just a small bit of smut to get started. Dont want them to rush into anything.

Beth starts the movie and i snuggle up to Leah. As soon as the scary bits start to happen i jump even closer to Leah, clench her left hand and bury my head into her shoulder. She was different. She smelt like home. She brought me a feeling of security and warmth that i had never felt before with anyone. Her hand was soft and felt like a feather and made me feel happy and protected with her. At these times she reassured me by rubbing my back with her free hand and she kept telling me that i would always be safe with her. She wouldn't judge me. She wouldn't make fun of me. She wouldn't let me feel scared.

Just as the movie finished, i jumped up from the bed and told them i was going up for bed as i was tired and i didn't want to make a bad impression on my first playing for a professional club. I dont tell them that i am still spooked from the movie as i dont want to seem babyish like i wasn't able to care for myself. That would look stupid. Leah follows me upstairs and wishes me a good night which i reciprocate but goes to her bed whilst Beth is locking up. I secretly wished she told me i could stay with her tonight.

After an hour when everyone is asleep in their rooms, i wake up, scared and in tears and i cant get back to sleep because, as predicted, the movie had given me horrible nightmares, so i walk over to Leah's room, hoping she is still awake even though it's 11:30 so she's probably asleep. I knock on her door which she opens instantly. She looks at me and looks at my eyes to see i have been crying as my eyes are all red, so she puts her hand on my back, which gives me goosebumps on my neck, and guides me to her bed. I collapse into her chest and sit there and sob while she hugs me tightly.

"Do you want to tell me what's happened?" She asks softly but i shake my head and cuddle tighter into her chest.
She starts to stroke my head with her thumb and tells me "i will always be here for you to talk to Jess. You know that right?"
I nod, still trying to seep up my emotions.

After a few minutes of me sobbing into her, i sit up and Leah wipes my tears from my face with her soft, gentle thumbs.

I weakly laugh "sorry, im so embarrassed. My first night here and you've already seen most of my emotions. Thats quite something you know."
I explain to her that i had been crying because i had a horrible nightmare, that the movie gave me and i miss my mum because i usually go to her when I'm upset.
She pulls me into a tight gentle hug and starts to tell me that i will be okay because she is here with me. I look up at her, with my head still on her chest, and ask her if it would be okay if i slept in her room with her just for tonight as i don't want to be scared and alone.
She replies "yes but only because Jonas told me to keep you safe and happy."

She makes the bed all nice for me to lay in with her and i get fully under the covers because i don't want the monsters to get me. Leah slides in the other side, trying to keep her distance from me but i roll over, closing the gap between us, so we are face to face and our thighs were almost touching. I ask her to cuddle me so i feel safer and i give her a weak smile with a tear in my eye to say thank you. She wraps her arms around me and gently kisses my forehead and whispers goodnight to me. I place my head on her chest and fall asleep very quickly but not quick enough to hear her say that she loves me. I smile and cuddle into her closer knowing she will protect me and keep me warm and safe. Leah closes her eyes and rests her head on mine.

She shakes my shoulders, trying to wake me up.
"Jess. Wake up."
"What? Is it morning already?" I groan.
"No. I need you." She begs, her eyes hungry
"Need me? For what?" I ask her confused at why she needs me at 1 in the morning
"For my pleasure. Please." She begs me, biting her lip whilst looking deep into my eyes.

I smirk. She feels the same way i do? I pull her in by the shirt, placing my lips on top of hers and kissing her, sliding my tongue through her lips to tangle with hers. I pull off her top, revealing her boobs, then she takes mine off, leaving my boobs exposed. She lays on top of me and rips my trousers off, she licks her lips when she sees what she has revealed.