when I met shawty

chapter 14×ciroc and feeling's ×

August POV
I spead down the highway passing once another car I hit the gas making sure I made the light. I wasn't going anywhere special I had been sipping on some peace ciroc and ended up in the car speeding down the high way.

Break POV
I laid in bed sleepless and wide awake. On the other side Tyga was fast asleep. I guess cause he got laid a couple hours earlier from that bitch I was texting. I diddint really want to be sleeping in a cheating and unfaithful man. I wonder if August still up. When me and him hung real close we stayed up till 5 in the morning. I miss those times. I slowly crept from in the covers and out the room without a sound. I tiptoed down the stairs and into the living room and unhooked my phone from the charger and went into the kitchen away from the stairs.

I slide my finger across the screen to unlock it. I scrolled threw my contacts and pressed his name. On the fifth ring he picked up.

What!?!? August roared

Well Damn I'm sorry to awake you best friend. I said rudely and offended

Ooh my bad ma what's on yo mind.
He said sluring your words.

Ooh nothing I was wondering if you wanna hang out . I said playing in my hair.

He was quiet for a moment. What bout yo nigga he ain't witchu' ?

Aug do you wanna hang or not

Ight, Ight I'll come get you I'll be there in like five

Ight bye

I wobbled down the hall way underneath the stairs and went into one of the spare rooms and went into the closet.

I had so many clothes and our bed room closet was one large walk in closet but Tyga has hundreds of clothes too. I pulled out some gray and black jeans and put them on. I followed by a white crop top that said New Jersey in black. I slipped on my white plastic bow slides and black jacket. I grabbed my spare Lewivoton tote and put a pare of jeans, shirt, undies, and a bra. I zipped it up and threw it over my shoulder. I clicked the light switch down and walked out. I turned all the lights off down stairs and waited out side on the porch. A few minutes later August pulled up. I stood up locked the door and headed down the driveway to his car. I put my bag in the back and climbed in the front and buckled up

"Wuzz popping baby" August said throwing his hands around me giving me a hug and kiss on the check, his breath reeked of alcohol. "Nun Much just wanna chill" he smiled revealing his deep dimples "look like you trying to have a ill sleep over to me" I rolled my eyes and sunk back in my seat as we pulled off .

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August POV

"August!" She wined as I tickled her stomach. "Girl hush and when my Lil niece or nephew gon be on there way?" I said wrapping my arms around her waist as I pulled her closer snuggling both of us into the couch. "Soon boy soon" she said popping a couple of pieces of popcorn in her mouth.

I stared at her. She was so beautiful and yet off limits. I used her as a sex toy when yet she was my best friend in the whole wide world. She also was the one person I would want to talk to right now. She diddint even notice that I have been drinking cause I poured the rest of my peach drink out and ate a couple of pieces of bread to soak most of the alcohol up. I was still hurt from what happened earlier and was just about to enter my shock faze. "Aug what's on your mind" Brea asked turning the TV off and sitting the pop corn down, looking at me with her head slanted with curiosity. I searched her face seeing if I should tell her or not cause shit it might hurt her to cause it has a lil something to do with her. I sighed

"Remeber the girl I was seeing and wanted to brake it off with you cause I wanted to make me and her work"

"Yes" she dryly responded.

"She....well.... while I was on tour into the third month she stop returning my calls and text. And when I went to visit her earlier and her house was completely empty and a for sale sign in her yard. ......and on top of that she's engaged and has a ss-son." I choked on the last word. I could feel a tear fall but I wiped it away so she couldn't see.

I saw as her expression softened and she caress my cheek with the back of her hand. "Awww Aug I'm sorry......but I know the pain your feeling right now...... the hurt, the disloyalty, the disbelief of if he'd ever do that to you I mean he said I love you first HE WAS THE ONE WHO WANTED THE RELATIONSHIP AFTER THE FIRST FUCK HE WANTED ME TO MOVE AN HE WANTED TO KEEP THE BABY HE WANTED TO MAKE IT PUBLIC BEFORE IT WAS TIME!!! HE WAS THE ONE......... DUMB FOR BELIEVING HIM. AND HIS SO DESPERATE ASS, WHILE YOUR CARRYING HIS CHILD TRYING TO BE CAREFUL HE GETS SOME FROM THE NEXT BITCH WHEN HE LEAD YOU TO BELIEVE THAT YOU WHERE HIS ONE AND ONLY HE DIDDINT WANT YOU TO SPREAD YOUR LEGS FOR THE NEXT NIGGA BUT CAN SPREAD HIS FOR THE NEXT BITCH THAT OFFER TO GIVE IT UP TO YOU HE MAKE YOU FEEL USED, MISTREATED AND WORTH.... she paused and looked at her balled fist that where shaking and the streams of tears falling from her now red and puffy eyes as her chest heaved up and down. she clenched her jaw as she stood. "Nonthing" she said choking on the hurtful word. After that she collapsed onto the floor and broke down completely. You could here her sobs and Cry's for help from miles. I stood and bent down to where she was, and held her into my chest and cried as she cried. I cried for my self and my situation,I cried for veronica son who she diddint have the time for cause she was fooling with me, I cried for Brea and how bad she was hurting, I cried for always thinking crying out some of the most unbearable problems was for pussy nigga's but is for every body , every character no matter what. My grandma always said crying cleanses the soul and spirit too. We cried for 10 more minutes be for it broke into silence. all you could here was often sniffles. "You good ma?" She sniffle'd "yea"

I stood and pulled her up. She went to the bathroom to clean up. I sat back down and grabbed a couple tissues off the table and wiped my face. Brea came back into the living room with only her boy shorts on and the crop top. She sat next to me and stared off in to space. Her eyes where very glossy and still a lil puffy

"August?"

"Yea?"

" I want you .......bad"