I Wish That I Had Jesse's Girl

11 - Wrong Names and First Visits

I don't really like how this chapter turned out so just bare with me.

(BECA'S P.O.V)

As I began to wake up, I felt a warm body pressed against mine.

At first I thought it was Chloe, so I pulled my self closer burying my head into her neck. As I pulled away, not completely opening my eyes yet, I whispered to her "Good morning."

Than suddenly I felt the figure pull back and I opened my eyes realizing that it wasn't Chloe, and that it was Stacie.

"Stacie? what are- why are you even in my bed?" I said noticing our position.

"Oh, well last night after you fell asleep I went back to the waiting room to see if I could visit Aubrey yet. They told me that she was still in surgery, so I came in here and it was really cold so I crawled in bed with you and ended up falling  asleep. You know you are really comfy Beca, you remind me of a small teddy bear."

"You know, Chloe told me the exact same thing."

"Really?"

"Yeah, we were watching a movie in my dorm and she just curled up against and said it."

"I thought you didn't like movies?"

"Oh, I don't" I said making that clear. "But I would watch one with her."

Stacie and I just talked for a bit before we left the room to go see if there is any news on either Chloe or Aubrey.

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As we walked out into the waiting room we noticed that there wasn't any other Bellas there. We just sat down waiting to hear if there was anymore new on the two.

As I sat down, I started examine my hand looking what I did. I could see a few stitches sticking out of the wrap from where the glass was. I was surprised to find out nothing was broken. With the way I was punching the wall last night and the force I had used, I was almost positive that something broke.

I really hope Chloe will make it through this. There are so many things that I want to tell her and talk to her about. There are still lots of things I want to do with her.

Right now, I would give anything to back in my dorm with her. We would be having one of our lazy day's with each other. She would come and we would just cuddle in my bed and watch movies or listen to music and have deep conversation with each other.

It feels like our last sleep over seemed so long ago, even though it was only two nights back. I still remember how good it felt to hold her in my arms and run my fingers through her hair. It would be heaven if every night I could fall asleep in that position, where Chloe had her head resting on my chest and her arms wrapped tightly around me pulling me closer towards her. And it was nice because that night in my dorm is was cold, which made her feel warm against my body.

That's one thing I love about lying down with Chloe, her warmth. Her body is warm and comfortable, it makes it hard to turn her down whenever she ask to cuddle with me.

"Hey Becs" I heard Stacie say snapping me out of my thoughts "I am gonna go see if there is any news."

"Okay"

As I watched Stacie walked up to the desk I started thinking about Chloe again. I was almost positive that she felt the same way about me. When we kissed she leaned in too, and she kissed back. But than again, it's kind of hard not to kiss back when someone kisses you.

I just wished she reciprocated the feeling. It would have been nice just for once to have feel the same back. Even though I was with Jesse, I wasn't in love with him. I never was, it was always her.