I Wish That I Had Jesse's Girl

15 - Departed Friends and Suspence

(CHLOE'S P.O.V)

6:45 p.m

In a little under less than an hour, Aubrey will be taken off of life support. I was seriously dreading 7:30.

As of right now Stacie, Beca and I were sitting in my hospital room just watching a movie. But non of us were really into it. I was laying on the bed with Beca curled up in my arms and her head buried into my neck. Every time she let out a breath of air into my neck, it sent shivers down my spine.

I think she was a sleep though, I could really get a good angle to look to see if her eyes were closed or not, but here breathing had become a lot slower.

I looked down over at Stacie and saw that she was sitting in the chair beside my bed. She had her knees pulled up to her chest and her arms wrapped around her legs.

I felt really bad for her, I couldn't imagine what it must like to be in her position. I would hated it if that was Beca and she was the one on life support.

As I looked over Stacie I could tell that she wasn't doing to well either. She had grown a lot thinner in these past two weeks and dark bags had began to form underneath her eyes. She was in more of a depressing mood, but that was understandable.

Over these past two weeks it was very rare that she would ever really smile.

She must have noticed that I was staring at her because she turned her head and looked over at me. I gave her a small smile, but only got a sad little one in return.

"Stacie" I said whispering "It's gonna be okay, I'm sure she will make it."

She just let out a small puff of air before responding. "I hope so Chloe, I really do."

6:50 p.m

They doctors had just come in to remind us that in 40 minutes they will be taking Aubrey off of life support, so they said with the chance that she wont make it, we should say our goodbyes now.

"Hey, I-I'm ah... I think I am gonna go see Aubrey now" Stacie said standing up.

"Alright in about maybe 20 minutes Beca and I will be out to see Aubrey."

"Alright, see you later Chloe." Stacie said than exited the room.

I laid on the bed for a bit, before waking Beca up.

I kept thinking about the night I tried to kill my self. When I was just about to jump off the bridge I remember Aubrey climbed up there with me.

***Flashback***

"Aubrey what are you doing." I said

"Chloe, if your going to kill yourself, I will too. I need you Chloe your my best friend. I don't want to live in a world with out you Chloe. Your my best friend! You told me that you have supported me for 4 years. But not once have I ever done the same."

"Aubrey, please just get down" I pleaded.

"No, if your gonna jump so am I."

"Aubrey,plea-"

"No Chloe! I am not getting down! The only way I won't jump is if you get down with me."

***

I still couldn't believe that Aubrey would have jumped with me. She has so many people who care for her and if she had died they all would have been devastated.

But now, I felt as if I should do that for her, she said that she would rather die than live in a world without me. And I feel the same way to, so maybe if she doesn't make it than I would...