Your Safe With Me

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Once again Frannie, LeRory and all the New Directors were sat in the waiting room as well as Burt, Shelby and Beth. I'd been a week and nothing seemed to change in Lucy's condition her heart beat was slow, her breathing was weak she was pale to say they were all worried was an understatement. It was getting to Rachel and Santana so bad that they'd made themselves sick. The doctor had told them the week prior that Lucy's weight wasn't where to needed to be and that mixed with the huge loss of blood and the bottle of pills they had no idea if Lucy would even survive. " Girls ?..." Frannie said looking at them both girls turning their attention to the older Fabray. " When Lucy was...hurting herself and I found her...she said that Finn was right...has something happened that LeRory and I don't know what ?..." the older Fabray asked.

She'd been meaning to ask the girls since the words flew out of her baby sisters mouth but she never got the opportunity. " Finn's back at school...and he has been for weeks now..." Santana told them beginning to get upset with herself for having not said anything sooner. " Finn is the reason she's been stuck in her room for weeks....he was trying to get me to go in a date with him and I kept saying no but he wouldn't back off....Lucy just kinda came out of nowhere and told him to back off...but he wouldn't listen so she told him I was her girlfriend..." Rachel said as she looked away from Frannie. The entire situation playing in her head." He wanted her to prove it so she kissed me....he was so disgusted with her...he called her the f slur...then he told her that's why her parents didn't love her...that no one loved her...and then Sue and everyone else showed up...by the time I looked beside me she was gone..." Rachel told them as tears began running down her cheeks

 " I talked to her... I tried Frannie I did...I tried to tell her what Finn said wasn't true I tried....and I tried to stop her so she wouldn't get to this point Fran...I tried so hard....and I-...I thought she listened she said...she said she loved me...b-but then she told me n-not to wait for her...I-...I-.." Rachel tried to continue but she couldn't. Frannie moved and hugged the girl " Shh...it's okay Rach it's okay..." Frannie whispered in her ear. Rachel gripped onto the older girls shirt as she sobbed into her neck " I'm so sorry...I'm really sorry...." The crying girl mumbled. "You have nothing to be sorry for Rachel I promise you have nothing to be sorry for sweetie.." the older Fabray said as she rubbed the girls back.

This was to much for Santana she couldn't handle it so the girl got up and went to go outside but when she saw someone her feet came to a halt " What in the hell do you think your doing here" Santana asked her anger rising quickly " Well...I heard Lucy was sick so I came to see her" the woman said nervously " No...no you not get to walk in this hospital and act like you all of the sudden care about her ! She waited for you all fucking day and you stood her up and left !! You left her !! Do you even know how much you hurt her ?!! You are apart of the reason she is in that hospital bed ! I hate you !!! I hate you so ducking much for doing this to her ! All Lucy has EVER wanted was a mothers love and you took that away from her !" Santana screamed as her face turned red and her eyes filled with tears

She could care less that everyone was watching her. All that she cared about was making sure Evelyn knew what she'd done " Lucy is my best friend and I would do anything for her drop whatever I was doing if she needed me ! Frannie would drop whatever she's doing to be with her ! Shelby ! Burt ! Sue ! Any of us would drop whatever it is we're doing to be with her ! We would do anything to see that gorgeous smile appear on her beautiful face ! And because of you we haven't seen that smile in weeks !!! She dyed her hair ! She changed her clothing style ! She began bullying people ! All because of you !! Do you even know what happened to her and why she's here ?! Hm do you ?!" The brunette screamed.

Evelyn was stunned she didn't know what to say " I'm speaking to you !! Answer my damn question !" The Latina yelled not even batting an eye when the woman flinched " She's sick" Evelyn said looking at the girl who laughed bitterly " No Evelyn she tried to kill herself  she took an entire bottle of pills and slit her wrists and she begged Frannie to just let her die because no one loved her...no one wanted her....and she was worthless..." Santana said her voice was cold her usual bright brown eyes were dark and filled with pain. " S-she what...." Evelyn asked her green eyes filling with tears " No you don't get to cry about this...our family is grieving...so you need to leave and never come back...because you aren't welcomed here..." Santana said her dark brown eyes looking into the woman's green eyes. They all watched as Evelyn hesitantly left before turning their attention to the Latina. She could feel eyes on her so she turned around and her eyes landed on Beth. The brunette stared at the little girl as tears fell from her eyes looking at Beth reminded her so much of Lucy they looked just alike " I-...I'm going to the bathroom..." Santana told them before quickly walking away. 

Once the Latina entered the bathroom and locked the door she screamed louder than she ever had as she banged her fists against the wall. The girls emotions seemed to be all over the place she was sobbing, screaming, punching and kicking the walls to her this was all so unfair. Lucy had been so sweet to everyone and now she was in a hospital bed fighting for her life because people treated her like she wasn't a human with emotions. Santana sobbed as she slid down the bathroom wall praying that her best friend would wake up soon and finally be herself again.