Your Safe With Me

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Lucy looked around the empty choir room as she finished up her math homework she'd received earlier that day. Santana had taken Beth insisting the two spend some time together during her free period so the red head decided not to waste the opportunity but she soon became distracted by her thoughts that had been floating around her mind since Saturday morning when Frannie had told her she was fucked up. Honestly she'd be lying if she says she hadn't been trying to prove herself and make her big sister proud her entire life. While it'd never been discussed openly the older Fabray hadn't always been so nice to her in fact sometimes she'd even ignored her when she was child yelling at her to go do something else and stop bothering her but she'd done to Frannie what she'd done to her parents show them all her accomplishments and excel at everything so they'd be proud of her but it never happened she knew that even though her big sister would sometimes tell her she was proud she didn't really mean it she was saying it so she'd think she meant it. The young mother knew her big sister had been beyond disappointed in her when she told her she was pregnant but she knew the older girl thought she was brave to get away from their parents when she did however brave didn't equal proud. Slowly Lucy's fingers danced around on the keys before she actually began playing a song.

Everybody's waiting
on me to see what I
can do

Everybody's talking
about it

I can hear the
whisper's in the
room

But you say go slow,
go slow

Take all the time
you need

Don't you know,
yeah, you know

It's in you that
I believe

And so I, I never
wanna let you down

You live so deep in
the heart of me

I just need to tell
you now

All I wanna do is
make you proud

All I wanna do is
make you proud

I can't avoid the
disappointments

That happened
to everyone

But it's in your eyes
where I find

The strength to keep
me strong

When you say go
slow, go slow

Please, don't forget
to breathe

Yeah, you know in
this home

Can never be afraid
to dream

Never be afraid
to dream

And so I, I never
wanna let you down

You live so deep in
the heart of me

I just need to tell
you now

All I wanna do is
make you proud

And even when I'm
all alone

I can hear your voice
inside of me

More than anything
right now