Your Safe With Me

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 ***TRIGGER WARNING : RAPE & ABUSE ARE INCLUDED IN THIS CHAPTER***

A year and a half had gone by since Lucy's tragic accident and to say recovery had been hard was an understatement. There'd been a lot of yelling, shutting out, meltdowns, panic attacks, tears, and more. Everyone wondered if she'd even make a full recovery, considering how badly she'd been injured. Still, on a sunny day in April, Lucy Quinn Fabray left Lima Memorial Hospital walking on her own without any assistance from anyone or anything.  Now 4 months have passed, and Lucy is back in the same position she'd been in all those years ago. 

Quinn looked at the woman sitting in front of her before looking back down at her lap as her mind raced with many memories from her childhood and teenage years. She'd never been completely honest with people about the abuse and rape she endured and now she was having to tell it to a complete stranger. She'd been to at least three meetings prior to this one and had only spoken about small things, and she wasn't sure what prompted her to start talking but once the words left her mouth she felt a tiny bit lighter. 

"I was 14 when he raped me for the first time..." she said quietly as she fiddled with the hem of her shirt. 

Quinn sighed and walked into the place she called home. Neither of her parents were home, she assumed her mother was at the store or out with her church friends and her father was at work, she was tired  from the long school day and extra long cheerios practice still she had chores to do so she set her bag down and walked straight to the living room grabbing the empty wine bottle and glass her mother left behind and went to the kitchen next, she washed the dishes and prepped dinner.  Then, made both of her parents alcoholic beverages her mother a glass of vodka cranberry and her father a glass of rum and putting them in the fridge to keep them cold. Once, she'd swept and moped the floors she grabbed her backpack and duffel before heading upstairs, quickly she did the laundry and went to her bedroom. The blonde worked on her homework at her desk for the next half hour before getting up and putting her things away, she was bent over looking in her  backpack for her newest book when she felt a hand squeeze her backside. 

She shot up and turned around to find her father standing behind her, she didn't get the chance to say anything because it all happened so fast. Her father wasted no time pushing her down onto the bed, laying on top of her and putting his lips on her neck. She squirmed beneath him attempting to move "Daddy ?....w-..what are you doing ?" she whimpered, her eyes filling with tears. He was going to hurt her she knew that but he hadn't ever done something like this before, this was all new to her. 

What was happening ? 

"Be quiet Quinnie and be a good girl for daddy" he said, his tone harsh and his eyes hard.

When she felt his hand on her breast she squirmed, more tears began streaming down her face "No...no daddy stop it please" she whimpered through her tears, she attempted to move to push him off but he was holding her down his weight was heavy on her small tiny 14 year old body. 

"I said be quiet Quinn" he told her, his voice harsher than before 

Quinn laid there sobbing quietly as her father's hands wandered her small trembling body, his lips all over  her neck. She wanted him to stop....she didn't like it...her breath hitched when she felt father's hands on the outside of her spandex. 

"Wait !! Wait stop please!" she pleaded through her tears. He wasn't supposed to touch her there...her mother had told her so many years ago that no one was ever to touch her there without her permission, her pleads didn't stop him as he slipped his hand inside her spandex "You aren't wet Quinn!" he growled.